Colbie Caillat - realize

take time to realize,
that your warmth is crashing down on in
take time to realize that I am on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.

but I can't spell it out for you,
no, it's never gonna be that simple
no, I can't spell it out for you

if you just realize what I just realized,
then we'd be perfect for each other
and we'll never find another
just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now

take time to realize
oh,oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you
take time to realize
this all can pass you by
didn't I tell you

but I can't spell it out for you,
no, it's never gonna be that simple
no, I can't spell it out for you.

if you just realize what I just realized,
then we'd be perfect for each other
and we'll never find another
just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other but

it's not the same
no, it's never the same

if you don't feel it to

if you meet me half way
if you would meet me half way
it could be the same for you

if you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
and we'll never find another
just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
just realize what I just realized

if you just realize what I just realized

oh

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now

realize, realize, realize

such a sweet and romantic song by Colbie Caillat :)

this song reminds me of my past feelings to someone who ended up hurting my heart.

wishing for a new pure love ♥

from paris with love

25.02.10

yesterday was the last day of tryout! finally!
verena, tasya, and me went to Puri Mall to watch From Paris With Love.
actually i wanted to watch Valentine's Day, but it wasn't available in cinemas anymore --"
me and verena arrived at Puri earlier than tasya, because she had additional lessons.
so, we went to Secret Recipe to have lunch and then bought tickets to watch From Paris With Love 15.55 :)

 

A personal aide to U.S. Ambassador in France, James Reece (Jonathan Rhys Meyers) has an enviable life in Paris and a beautiful French girlfriend, but his real passion is his side job as a low-level operative for the CIA. All James wants is to become a bona fide agent and see some real action. So when he's offered his first senior-level assignment, he can't believe his good luck until he meets his new partner, special agent Charlie Wax (John Travolta) - a trigger-happy, wisecracking, loose cannon who's been sent to Paris to stop a terrorist attack. Wax leads James on a white-knuckle shooting spree through the Parisian underworld that has James praying for his desk job. But when James discovers he's a target of the same crime ring they're trying to bust, he realizes there's no turning back...and that Wax himself might be his only hope for making it through the next forty-eight hours alive.

cool movie, overall. but the shooting and killing stuff, it scares me. because of the blood. i hate blood. but i love the movie. there's action (a lot of it), drama, and comedy (a little bit). it's a little bit confusing at first, but after the story went on, slowly but sure, i understood the story. oh, and there were a lot of words like the M word and the F word. can't say that it's wrong for being so mean (using those words) since it is an action movie. nice :)

after that, it was already 17.30.. i think and we went to Gramedia (bought Spring in London -Ilana Tan), Pretty, then went to Yogen Fruz and last, Puri Land. we were just walking, seeing things in Puri, cause we had nothing to do.


then we went home :D


eventhough it was a fun day, but i thought yesterday wasn't my lucky day :(
the accident in the school's library, and then in puri .............


well, that's just how it is.
but now, it's already 1.43 AM
so, it's already a new day, right? :)
i hope today is a good day haha
 
oh yeah, today is a holiday! yes.yes.yes. i'm FREE


for someone that i saw yesterday, F!

impossible dreams

so here's the list of my impossible (or maybe possible) dreams :

• wings! like the writings on my blog header :)
• they didn't ......... 
• everyone in this world knows my name WOW it's a big dream :p
• become a(n) interior designer, web designer, or anything that is related to design and colors
• have sharp claws and fangs!
• raining money
• have a time machine
• have the remote like in the movie Click
• get a scholarship
• go to college in Australia, Singapore, or maybe even America :p
• my teeth are magically fixed in one day
• buy my own laptop and iphone
• and the most impossible dream: anyone that i love won't die , so i don't have to suffer the pain of losing someone. this one is completely impossible.

for now, i think this is it. but if i get new dreams, i'm definitely going to update this list :p

sorry for not updating for a long time

just got the mood to blog again today :)

uzumaki naruto ♥

hey guys!
gw lagi demen sama naruto nih. baru nyadar aja kalo ceritanya naruto itu banyak makna hidupnya.
naruto yang orangtuanya meninggal karena ngelawan kyuubi harus jalanin hidupnya sendiri. gilaa kasian bgt. :( tapi walaupun kyk gitu, dia selalu aja SELALU optimis. selalu mencari kebaikan di hati orang. selalu... berjuang walaupun situasinya ud mustahil buat lakuin apa yg dia mau. selalu bisa melampaui apa yang orang lain pikirin. mimpinya menjadi hokage gak pernah dilupain. dia juga terus berlatih buat bisa bawa sasuke balik ke konoha, walaupun dia tahu itu mustahil karena sasuke ud jadi jahat. selalu berusaha buat orang lain.

itu dia, sifat yang pngen gw punya. selalu berusaha buat orang lain walaupun kita bakal terluka, tapi kita tetep lakuin itu karena kita tahu kalo apa yang kita lakuin ini bakal membahagiakan orang lain..... emg bener itu pasti susah, tapi gw pengen bisa jadi kyk gitu. harus bisa! cahyo! :D

currently watching naruto shippuuden episode 3 :)

wanted to watch every single episode of it. just hope my eyes can watch that many episode LOL

guilty pleasure + painful prices

ud lama banget gw gak shopping aaaaa lagi pngen nyoba pake skirt nih. menurut lu semua, cocok gak gw pake skirt? hahaha yeah, my guilty pleasure is *of course* shopping. :p tapi ada bbrp hal menyakitkan yg harus gw jalani, yaitu :

1. dokter tulang  why? karena kaki gw flat. jadi berpengaruh ke badan gw. + jalan gw bongkok itu juga harus diperbaikin.
2. dokter gigi. why? i need braces. lu gak tau sbrp brantakan gigi gw. argh!
3. dokter kulit. why? entah knp, jerawat gw tambah gede tiap arinyaa
4. dokter mata. why? lasik pas gw ud 18 thn.

semua itu dilakuin buat perbaikin diri gw sendiri walaupun sakit dan biayanya banyak tapi harus gw jalanin itu semua. gw jadi ngerasa bersalah sama bonyok gw :( biaya buat ke dokter" itu gak murah sementara buat 'guilty pleasure' gw juga butuh duit. argh! harus nabung juga buat niat beli laptop. banyak maunya ya? -.- namanya juga anak, pasti ada aja maunya. dan gak pernah berhenti" yang ada malah nambah trus. tapi gw harus berhenti! harus! gw lagi ada rencana bikin bando bareng sekar trus bikin kalung beads. itu loh yang manik yang disetrika jadi satu itu hahaha ntar kalo jadi, tak kasi liat :) so many things that i want, not enough money to buy them. tapi gw pengen bikin bando sama kalung itu pake duit sendiri. beli bahan sendiri. bikin sendiri :D hope my money is enough. lol

if i were a boy

if i were a boy, what would i do?

• annoy girls! [seriously why do boys love to do that]
• stay for a night at a friend's home [girls can't do that]
• go anywhere by myself!
• go home late without parents asking why
• tahan ditonjok! lol
• help my dad with the mechanic stuff he needs to repair
• play till drop! ;p
• know what my brothers are thinking [as a boy]
• learn how to treat girls right
• have fun when watching soccer tournament! GOAL!
• pake baju acakadul
• be silly all the time

that's all what i can think of now..
if i found something else, i will gladly add that to this list ;] teehee~