Colbie Caillat - realize

take time to realize,
that your warmth is crashing down on in
take time to realize that I am on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.

but I can't spell it out for you,
no, it's never gonna be that simple
no, I can't spell it out for you

if you just realize what I just realized,
then we'd be perfect for each other
and we'll never find another
just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now

take time to realize
oh,oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you
take time to realize
this all can pass you by
didn't I tell you

but I can't spell it out for you,
no, it's never gonna be that simple
no, I can't spell it out for you.

if you just realize what I just realized,
then we'd be perfect for each other
and we'll never find another
just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other but

it's not the same
no, it's never the same

if you don't feel it to

if you meet me half way
if you would meet me half way
it could be the same for you

if you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
and we'll never find another
just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
just realize what I just realized

if you just realize what I just realized

oh

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now

realize, realize, realize

such a sweet and romantic song by Colbie Caillat :)

this song reminds me of my past feelings to someone who ended up hurting my heart.

wishing for a new pure love ♥

advice please

my teacher said that every second people change. don't care if it's for good or for bad.

well i thought ' hmm.. is that the reason why i feel that he is making a distance between us? '
it's been a week since i talked, chatted, or texted with him
i tried to text him once but he didn't reply
and finally yesterday i just bought a XL number [ ask me ;b ]
and i texted him with my new number and told him it was me
he quickly replied with a simple laugh
emm hello? don't you think it's so irritating argh!
i don't understand how this boy thinks
i bought the number because of him! [ and others ]
it's been a week and i miss him!
i miss his laugh! i miss his jokes!
and he could only said that
hhhhhh....


i think i could exploud right now because of my anger

what the hell is the reason why he hasn't been online for a week?!
studying? maybe.

any advice guys?


* and it turned out his internet was broken haha

you belong with me

you're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
she's going off about something that you said
cause she doesn't get your humor like i do

i'm in the room, it's a typical tuesday night
i'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like i do

but she wears short skirts, i wear t-shirts
she's cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers
dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

if you could see that i'm the one who understands you
been here all along, so why can't you see?
you, you belong with me, you belong with me

walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
i can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
hey, isn't this easy?

and you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
i haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
you say you're fine, i know you better than that
hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

she wears high heels, i wear sneakers
she's cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers
dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

if you could see that i'm the one who understands you
been here all along, so why can't you see?
you belong with me

standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know?
baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

oh, i remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
i'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
and i know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
think i know where you belong, think i know it's with me

can't you see that i'm the one who understands you?
been here all along, so why can't you see?
you belong with me

standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time, how could you not know?
baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

you belong with me
have you ever thought just maybe
you belong with me? you belong with me


i think my heart is singing you belong with me - taylor swift

singalongsong (:

i wrote this song. it's not too long cause i've been thinking 'bout you
i wrote this song. maybe i'm wrong to be caught up about you

well i don't know what you think 'bout me. maybe you think nothing at all
but maybe you could just lie to me and we could be in love you see

reff :
oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
it's when i think about you that i hear songs
and you can singalong maybe if you want to
cause baby i wrote this, i wrote this for you


i wrote this song. it's not too long cause i'm the one who loves you
i wrote this song. this can't be wrong, i don't wanna smile without you

well, i just want to make you happy, but maybe you want nothing at all
and how i wish that you're meant to be forever and a day with me

reff

in everyway you mean more to me than you'll ever know
boy i'll do my best to show these words are true
and if you'd like to make a song and be a perfect harmony with me
oh i'd find the greatest words to sing so we could write our own romance

reff 2x

cause baby i wrote this, i wrote this for you..



wish i could say that i made this song by myself
but the song is Khalil Fong - Singalongsong [english]
it's a really nice song :]

independence day [ part 2 : the ceremony ] \\ curhat colongan ;b

okey it was 17.08.09
my school held a ceremony to honour our heroes who made Indonesia independent!
the ceremony started at 07.00
there were elementary school, jhs, shs students and there were kindergarden's marching band and elementary school's marching band
since i woke up late, i didn't eat breakfast so i was starving and dizzy during the ceremony
fortunately i got the strength to stay 'alive' during the ceremony

oh yeah and since 2 days ago from that day
i got a fight *you remember it, right grace?
and it made my heart sick like HELL
my friends told me that i had to forget about him
but until now
i'm still confused
i didn't expect him to be rude like that
it's so weird of him
i don't know what to do or what to think about that time
and i have to keep telling myself 'JUST MOVE ON!'
don't think about him
keep myself busy
it's just hard to lose someone like him :'(

can you help me - usher

living on the edge, out of control, and the world just won't let me slow down,
but in my biggest picture, was a photo of you and me
girl (boy) you know i tried, i work hard to provide all that material things that i thought would make you happy
i'm confused can you make me understand, cause i try to give u the best of me,
i thought we were cool, maybe i was blind, but never took time to see

can you help me? tell me what you want from me
can you help me? tell me why you wanna leave
baby help me, without you my whole world is falling apart and i'm going crazy,
life is a prison when you're in love alone.

oh girl (boy) i love you,
[i need u to come back home]
you know, i don't wanna be alone

oh i..

girl (boy) i put your love up on a shelf, and i guess i just left it to die,
and now we're not together cause, i hurt you too many times,
and now you're not around,
i wish for every moment of time that got wasted, we used it to make sweet love,
baby be my guide, please take my hand, want you to know that i got ya if you need it,
don't wanna be on the outside, lookin in, i gotta have you girl (boy) can't you see...

can you help me? tell me what you want from me
can you help me? tell me why you wanna leave
baby help me, cause without you my whole world is falling apart,
and without you i think i'll go crazy,
life is a prison when you're in love alone.

(oh girl (boy) i love you), need you to come back home,
(you know i need you), i don't want to be alone

please stay don't go, give me another chance
i wanna be your man (girl)
girl (boy) you got me down here on my knees cry, beg and plead
i' ll do anything for your love

would you help me? tell me what you want from me
will u help me? i don't understand girl (boy) i'm just a man (girl)
[help me]
can you help me? without you my whole world is falling apart
and without you girl (boy) i'm going crazy
life is a prison without your love

can u help me? tell me why, why, why, why, why, why
can u help me? girl (boy) i'm here this time because you're all i got
can u help me? help me understand why i can't be your man (girl)
it's driving me crazy
crazy, crazy, crazy....

the song in my heart : can you help me - usher

over it - katherine mcphee

i'm over your lies and i'm over your games
i'm over you asking me when you know i'm not okay
you call me at night and i pick up the phone
and though you be tellin' me, i know you're not alone

oh and that's why
your eyes... i'm over it
your smile... i'm over it
realized... i'm over it, i'm over it, i'm over

reff :
for wanting you to be wanting me
no that ain't no way to be
how i feel , read my lips
because i'm so over...
( i'm sorry )

moving on , it's my time
you never were a friend of mine
hurt at first a little bit
but now i'm so over

i'm so over it...

i'm over your hands and i'm over your mouth
trying to drag me down and fill me with self doubt

oh, and that's why
your world, i'm over it
so sure, i'm over it
i'm not your girl, i'm over it
i'm over it, i'm over

reff

so over it
i'm so over Iit

oh--oh--oh--oh

don't call , don't come by
ain't no use don't ask me why
you'll never change
there'll be no more cryin' in the rain

oh--oh--oh-oh
oh--oh
i'm over It

reff

so over it
i'm so over it
i'm over it

i'm just singing my heart now and the song is over it - katherine mcphee

another stupid mistake

how can i be so stupid?
always make everybody angry
especially "nyolot" with my friend
"nyolot" means that you deliberately offend people's feelings
i did it because i'm sick of him talking about something to me
i should have told him the truth that i don't like him talking about it
rather than being "nyolot" to him
i'm so mean by doing that

if he reads this, i just want to say i'm really sorry i didn't mean to make you angry. to offend your feelings :'( pleaseee forgive me i've made a mistake and i'm terribly sorry for that

i think maybe it's too late to apologize now but i just hope you'll forgive me pleasee i'm really sorry

the truth is i really love spending time with you
you make me laugh
you make me feel good when i'm sad

can we still be friends? pleasee :'(

ehem.

Your jokes brighten my day but sometimes I wonder. If you are joking all the time, how do I know if you meant everything that you said to me? I believe you, I know that but still I’m not certain. My fears of being hurt again really makes my heart ache because you’re just like that jerk ( I already told you, right? ). The way you make me laugh by your silly acts really reminds me of that jerk. I’m starting to feel confused. You don’t even call me my special name anymore. I don’t know why but for me it felt like you’re starting to go apart from me. You once said “Without you, it’s lonely here.” Do you mean it? I don’t know. I’m already a broken porcelain doll. If I get hurt again, I think I will be a destroyed porcelain doll. I won’t force my feelings to you but please just accept it and don’t walk away. Fyi, you are the first boy that I told about my ‘problems’. Don’t you see how special you are for me? I know you don’t feel the same way that I do ( maybe? ) because now you seem hard to reach. I don’t want you to remember me because you got a new rank or a new achievement in your game, but I want you to remember me for who I am, not what I play. I just hope you realize that. I really hope you do. I’m not perfect I tell you that. I’m perfectly imperfect ( you told me that ). You’re different, boy ( different in a good way ) so please stay by my side. Make my days brighter. Please stay by my side as a friend or ( I hope ) a boyfriend but I don’t care about that. It doesn’t matter to me if you think of me as just a friend just please stay by my side. I know that I’m selfish. Just please consider this if you want to walk away from my life. I tell you right now even if you did walk away from my life, I won’t forget you. For me, as long as you are happy, I’m happy too. And that’s my opinion of love. As long as you’re happy, I’m happy :]

lucky :]

do you hear me
i'm talking to you
across the water
across the deep blue ocean
under the open sky
oh my, baby i'm trying

boy i hear you
you're in my dreams
i feel your whisper across the sea
i keep you with me in my heart
you make it easier when life gets hard

lucky i'm in love with my best friend
lucky to have been where i have been
lucky to be coming home again

they don't know how long it takes
waiting for a love like this
every time we say goodbye
iwish we had one more kiss
i'll wait for you, i promise you i will

lucky i'm in love with my best friend
lucky to have been where i have been
lucky to be coming home again
lucky we're in love in every way
lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
lucky to be coming home someday

and so i'm sailing through the sea
to an island where we'll meet
you'll hear the music fill the air
i'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through the trees
move so pretty, you're all i see
as the world keeps spinning round

you hold me right here right now

lucky i'm in love with my best friend
lucky to have been where i have been
lucky to be coming home again
lucky we're in love in every way
lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
lucky to be coming home someday

hidup itu sulit kn? *life is hard, isn't it?

hidup itu sulit kn?
tugas yg numpuk
ulangan yg sulit
masalah cinta masalah temen masalah keluarga
banyak banget alasan yg kita bisa sebut di sini ttg hidup kita yg sulit
tpi apa lu gk prna tau ada org yg kehidupannya lebih sulit dr kita?
org yg bahkan dlm seari aja gk bs mkn
anak yg gk bs sklh krn ortunya gk mampu biayain
ok mungkin gw juga sring ngeluh hidup itu sulit
tapi walopun kyk gitu gw tetep pngen buat hidup org laen jdi lebi bae
gw gk pduli mw hidup gw sulit
y biarin aja krn keadaan emg kyk gitu tpi gw percaya GOD pasti bkl bntu gw ngelewatin itu
jdi gw pngen bgt berenti dri kebiasaan gw yg sring ngeluh
yg bsnya cuma ngomel
gw pngen bntu org yg hidupnya lebih susah dr gw
gw hrs berusaha!

*life is hard, isn't it?
homeworks
tests
love problems
problems with your friends
family problems
there are many reasons why we say that our lifes are hard
but do you ever know about people whose life is harder then yours?
people that don't even eat in a day
kids who can't study at school because their parents can't afford it
okay maybe i often complain about my hard life
but eventhough i often do that i want other people's lifes to be better
i don't care if my life is hard
just let it be hard but i know GOD will help me get through it
so i want to quit from my complaining habit
that i can only be angry at everybody
i want to help people whose lifes are harder than mine
i have to try!