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who knows

2011-03-15T13:09:00.000+07:00

I never thought that I could have a life like the one that I have now.
who knew that I would get a scholarship and would be gone to Singapore just two weeks after receiving it?
who knew that I would make a lot of new friends from different countries?
who knew that I would have a crush on one of them and ended up having a broken heart again?
who knew that I would actually study Malay and was good at it?
who knew that I would live in the same hostel as my friend's friends?
who knew that I would join the news com?

who knew that I would have a hectic life in Singapore?
who knew that I would be either happy or depressed here?
who knew that I would miss my family and friends very very much?
who knew that I would cry everytime I hear my family or my friends' voices?
who knew that I wished I can still have my previous life in Indonesia?
who knew that my wishes were impossible to realize?

but.....who knows?

who knows what is yet to come for me?
who knows what will happen next?
who knows when will I get the boy of my dreams?
who knows how will I survive against my homesickness?
who knows why it all happen to me so unexpectedly?

maybe God knows. either way, I know that He has already prepared a great future ahead for me.
my job is only to wait for His Plan to be unfold. :)

A Mother's Sacrifice

2010-10-31T08:09:00.000+07:00

My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an embarrassment. My mom ran a small shop at a flea market. She collected little weeds and such to sell... anything for the money we needed she was such an embarrassment. There was this one day during elementary school.
I remember that it was field day, and my mom came. I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me? I threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school..."Your mom only has one eye?!" and they taunted me.

I wished that my mom would just disappear from this world so I said to my mom, "Mom, why don't you have the other eye?! You're only going to make me a laughingstock. Why don't you just die?" My mom did not respond. I guess I felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that I had said what I'd wanted to say all this time.

Maybe it was because my mom hadn't punished me, but I didn't think that I had hurt her feelings very badly.

That night...I woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water. My mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she was afraid that she might wake me. I took a look at her, and then turned away. Because of the thing I had said to her earlier, there was something pinching at me in the corner of my heart. Even so, I hated my mother who was crying out of her one eye. So I told myself that I would grow up and become successful, because I hated my one-eyed mom and our desperate poverty.

Then I studied really hard. I left my mother and came to Seoul and studied, and got accepted in the Seoul University with all the confidence I had. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. Then I had kids, too. Now I'm living happily as a successful man. I like it here because it's a place that doesn't remind me of my mom.

This happiness was getting bigger and bigger, when someone unexpected came to see me "What?! Who's this?!" ...It was my mother...Still with her one eye. It felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me. My little girl ran away, scared of my mom's eye.

And I asked her, "Who are you? I don't know you!!!" as if I tried to make that real. I screamed at her "How dare you come to my house and scare my daughter! GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!" And to this, my mother quietly answered, "oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared. Thank good ness... she doesn't recognize me. I was quite relieved. I told myself that I wasn't going to care, or think about this for the rest of my life.

Then a wave of relief came upon me...one day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. I lied to my wife saying that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went down to the old shack, that I used to call a house...just out of curiosity there, I found my mother fallen on the cold ground. But I did not shed a single tear. She had a piece of paper in her hand.... it was a letter to me.

She wrote:
My son...
I think my life has been long enough now. And... I won't visit Seoul anymore... but would it be too much to ask if I wanted you to come visit me once in a while? I miss you so much. And I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I decided not to go to the school.... For you... I'm sorry that I only have one eye, and I was an embarrassment for you.

You see, when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with only one eye... so I gave you mine...I was so proud of my son that was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye. I was never upset at you for anything you did. The couple times that you were angry with me. I thought to myself, 'it's because he loves me.' I miss the times when you were still young around me.

I miss you so much. I love you. You mean the world to me.

My world shattered!!!

Then I cried for the person who lived for me... My Mother

renungan

2010-10-31T08:03:00.000+07:00

Biasanya, bagi seorang anak perempuan yang sudah dewasa, yang sedang bekerja diperantauan, yang ikut suaminya merantau di luar kota atau luar negeri, yang sedang bersekolah atau kuliah jauh dari kedua orang tuanya.. akan sering merasa kangen sekali dengan Mamanya.

Lalu bagaimana dengan Papa?

Mungkin karena Mama lebih sering menelepon untuk menanyakan keadaanmu setiap hari, tapi tahukah kamu, jika ternyata Papa-lah yang mengingatkan Mama untuk menelponmu?

Mungkin dulu sewaktu kamu kecil, Mama-lah yang lebih sering mengajakmu bercerita atau berdongeng, tapi tahukah kamu, bahwa sepulang Papa bekerja dan dengan wajah lelah Papa selalu menanyakan pada Mama tentang kabarmu dan apa yang kau lakukan seharian?

Pada saat dirimu masih seorang anak perempuan kecil.. Papa biasanya mengajari putri kecilnya naik sepeda. Dan setelah Papa mengganggapmu bisa, Papa akan melepaskan roda bantu di sepedamu...

Kemudian Mama bilang : "Jangan dulu Papa, jangan dilepas dulu roda bantunya"
Mama takut putri manisnya terjatuh lalu terluka....

Tapi sadarkah kamu?

Bahwa Papa dengan yakin akan membiarkanmu, menatapmu, dan menjagamu mengayuh sepeda dengan seksama karena dia tahu putri kecilnya PASTI BISA.

Pada saat kamu menangis merengek meminta boneka atau mainan yang baru, Mama menatapmu iba. Tetapi Papa akan mengatakan dengan tegas : "Boleh, kita beli nanti, tapi tidak sekarang"

Tahukah kamu, Papa melakukan itu karena Papa tidak ingin kamu menjadi anak yang manja dengan semua tuntutan yang selalu dapat dipenuhi?

Saat kamu sakit pilek, Papa yang terlalu khawatir sampai kadang sedikit membentak dengan berkata : "Sudah di bilang! kamu jangan minum air dingin!".

Berbeda dengan Mama yang memperhatikan dan menasihatimu dengan lembut. Ketahuilah, saat itu Papa benar-benar mengkhawatirkan keadaanmu.

Ketika kamu sudah beranjak remaja.... Kamu mulai menuntut pada Papa untuk dapat izin keluar malam, dan Papa bersikap tegas dan mengatakan: "Tidak
boleh!".

Tahukah kamu, bahwa Papa melakukan itu untuk menjagamu? Karena bagi Papa, kamu adalah sesuatu yang sangat - sangat luar biasa berharga..

Setelah itu kamu marah pada Papa, dan masuk ke kamar sambil membanting pintu... Dan yang datang mengetok pintu dan membujukmu agar tidak marah adalah Mama....

Tahukah kamu, bahwa saat itu Papa memejamkan matanya dan menahan gejolak dalam batinnya, bahwa Papa sangat ingin mengikuti keinginanmu, tapi lagi-lagi dia HARUS menjagamu?
Ketika saat seorang cowok mulai sering menelponmu, atau bahkan datang ke rumah untuk menemuimu, Papa akan memasang wajah paling cool sedunia.... :')

Papa sesekali menguping atau mengintip saat kamu sedang ngobrol berdua di ruang tamu..

Sadarkah kamu, kalau hati Papa merasa cemburu?

Saat kamu mulai lebih dipercaya, dan Papa melonggarkan sedikit peraturan untuk keluar rumah untukmu, kamu akan memaksa untuk melanggar jam malamnya.

Maka yang dilakukan Papa adalah duduk di ruang tamu, dan menunggumu pulang dengan hati yang sangat khawatir...dan setelah perasaan khawatir itu berlarut- larut... ketika melihat putri kecilnya pulang larut malam hati Papa akan mengeras dan Papa memarahimu.. .

Sadarkah kamu, bahwa ini karena hal yang di sangat ditakuti Papa akan segera datang? "Bahwa putri kecilnya akan segera pergi meninggalkan Papa"

Setelah lulus SMA, Papa akan sedikit memaksamu untuk menjadi seorang Dokter atau Insinyur.

Ketahuilah, bahwa seluruh paksaan yang dilakukan Papa itu semata - mata hanya karena memikirkan masa depanmu nanti...

Tapi toh Papa tetap tersenyum dan mendukungmu saat pilihanmu tidak sesuai dengan keinginan Papa

Ketika kamu menjadi gadis dewasa.... dan kamu harus pergi kuliah dikota lain... Papa harus melepasmu di bandara.

Tahukah kamu bahwa badan Papa terasa kaku untuk memelukmu?

Papa hanya tersenyum sambil memberi nasehat ini - itu, dan menyuruhmu untuk berhati-hati. .

Padahal Papa ingin sekali menangis seperti Mama dan memelukmu erat-erat.

Yang Papa lakukan hanya menghapus sedikit air mata di sudut matanya, dan menepuk pundakmu berkata "Jaga dirimu baik-baik ya sayang".

Papa melakukan itu semua agar kamu KUAT...kuat untuk pergi dan menjadi dewasa.

Disaat kamu butuh uang untuk membiayai uang semester dan kehidupanmu, orang pertama yang mengerutkan kening adalah Papa.

Papa pasti berusaha keras mencari jalan agar anaknya bisa merasa sama dengan teman-temannya yang lain.

Ketika permintaanmu bukan lagi sekedar meminta boneka baru, dan Papa tahu ia tidak bisa memberikan yang kamu inginkan...

Kata-kata yang keluar dari mulut Papa adalah : "Tidak.... Tidak bisa!"

Padahal dalam batin Papa, Ia sangat ingin mengatakan "Iya sayang, nanti Papa belikan untukmu".

Tahukah kamu bahwa pada saat itu Papa merasa gagal membuat anaknya tersenyum?

Saatnya kamu diwisuda sebagai seorang sarjana.

Papa adalah orang pertama yang berdiri dan memberi tepuk tangan untukmu.

Papa akan tersenyum dengan bangga dan puas melihat "putri kecilnya yang tidak manja berhasil tumbuh dewasa, dan telah menjadi seseorang"

Sampai saat seorang teman Lelakimu datang ke rumah dan meminta izin pada Papa untuk mengambilmu darinya.

Papa akan sangat berhati-hati memberikan izin..

Karena Papa tahu.....

Bahwa lelaki itulah yang akan menggantikan posisinya nanti.

Dan akhirnya.... Saat Papa melihatmu duduk di Panggung Pelaminan
bersama seseorang Lelaki yang di anggapnya pantas menggantikannya, Papa
pun tersenyum bahagia....

Apakah kamu mengetahui, di hari yang bahagia itu Papa pergi kebelakang panggung sebentar, dan menangis?

Papa menangis karena papa sangat berbahagia, kemudian Papa berdoa.... Dalam lirih doanya kepada Tuhan, Papa berkata: "Ya Tuhan tugasku telah selesai dengan baik.... Putri kecilku yang lucu dan kucintai telah menjadi wanita yang cantik.... Bahagiakanlah ia bersama suaminya..."

Setelah itu Papa hanya bisa menunggu kedatanganmu bersama cucu-cucunya yang sesekali datang untuk menjenguk...

Dengan rambut yang telah dan semakin memutih.... Dan badan serta lengan yang tak lagi kuat untuk menjagamu dari bahaya....

Papa telah menyelesaikan tugasnya....

Papa, Ayah, Bapak, atau Abah kita... Adalah sosok yang harus selalu terlihat kuat... Bahkan ketika dia tidak kuat untuk tidak menangis...

Dia harus terlihat tegas bahkan saat dia ingin memanjakanmu. .

Dan dia adalah yang orang pertama yang selalu yakin bahwa "KAMU BISA" dalam segala hal..

Yup, banyak hal yang mungkin tidak bisa dikatakan Ayah / Bapak / Romo / Papa / Papi kita... tapi setidaknya kini kita mengerti apa yang tersembunyi dibalik hatinya

just wanna say

2010-10-09T09:24:00.000+07:00

©Gaby♥

mountain of laughter

2010-10-05T23:52:00.000+07:00

so today, my geography group made a mountain in my house. i cut my finger :'(
messy house to clean after that. but it was a lot of fun.
we laughed a lot during the time we cut the newspapers.
oh, and i even made noodles for Ika, Sugi, and myself!
well, it's a new experience ;)

gonna watch Legend of Guardians: The Owls of Ga'Hoole tomorrow with Jeong and maybe someone else. finally! i'm going out to the mall again after finishing the mid terms. woohoo!

Lyric of the day:

All the things i still remember, summer's never looked the same. The years go by and time just seems to fly, but the memories remain.

.......Nothing to lose but everything to gain

Reflecting now on how things could've been, it was worth it in the end.

-Daughtry, September

hear the song, see the MV. listen to the sound of the guitar and imagine the memories that remain in your heart and see what'll happen.

-Gaby♥

alohaaa

2010-10-04T19:59:00.002+07:00

hello world!
it's been so long since i blogged. so, of course i change my blog. new header, new color, new background, etc. what do you guys think? is it better or worse?
oh, guess what. i'm a High School student now. i go to Ipeka Puri High School, and it's been 4 months since i have become a High School student. wow, time flies so fast and i can't catch up with it. so many things have happened. i gain new friends, gain new knowledge, and perhaps find new love (?) haha and my grades are dropping. too much stress leads to a bad grade. hope i can get great scores for the mid term.
tomorrow's the last day of mid term and i'm so excited! freedom, here i come! and i'm gonna make a mountain tomorrow with Jeong, Ika, Sugi, and Dylan. we're gonna be dirty :p

i miss my friends a lot. Verena, Grace, Marza, Nikita, Akiko, well.. there's a lot. to be honest, i miss JHS. we can still be free. in SHS, you barely have time to go to the mall and hangout with your friends :s
i haven't watched a lot of movies. grrr.

waiting for Step Up 3D. since i love anything related to music, i have to watch this movie. can't wait for it to be released in Indonesia.

okay, it's late, i gotta have dinner now. TTYL :)

-Gaby♥

random

2010-09-14T15:06:00.000+07:00

sorry. i'm currently stressed out :)

the leaf flew because of the wind or because the tree didn't ask it to stay?

2010-07-04T23:24:00.000+07:00

i read this in http://burgerwithchilisauce.blogspot.com/ and then in grace's blog. but in her blog, it was in Bahasa Indonesia. so i translated it to English so that you can all read it. enjoy :)

The Tree, The Leaf, and The Wind

"If you want love from someone, then show your love. Love doesn't need hesitation. Just show it!"

THE TREE

The reason why people call me "Tree" is because i'm so good at drawing trees. After that, I always draw a tree at the right side as a trademark for all of my paintings. I've been in a relationship with 5 girls when I was in high school.

There was a girl that I loved so much, but I didn't have the courage to tell it to her. She doesn't have a pretty face, a sexy body, etc, she really cares about other people and she's religious, but she's just a normal girl.

I liked her, liked her a lot. I liked her innocent style and I liked her just the way she is. I liked her independence, I liked her autonomy and her cleverness. The reason that i didn't ask her out was because I felt that she was so normal and unsuitable for me. I was also afraid, about us and all these beautiful feelings would disappear. I was also afraid if the gossips would hurt you. I felt that she was my "bestfriend" and I would have had her limitless and i wouldn't have to give everything just for her.

The last reason.. made her accompanied me in my scrimmage for these last 3 years. She knew I was chasing other girls, and I have made her cry for these 3 years.

She saw me when I was kissing my second girlfriend. Her face turned red and she just smiled and said, "Just continue what you're doing." and after that, she left us. The next day, her eyes were swelling. Her eyes were red. I deliberately didn't want to think the reason why she cried, but....
I laughed with her all day. When everyone was already going home, she would be alone in the class, crying. She didn't know that I returned from football practice to retrieve something in the class, and i saw her crying for hours.

My fourth girlfriend didn't like her. Once they had a cold war, I knew it wasn't her who started it. But I was still with my girlfriend. I screamed at her and her eyes were filled with tears and she was shocked. I didn't think about her feelings and my girlfriend and me left her. The next day, she was still laughing and joking with me like nothing happened the day before. I knew that she was very sad and dissapointed but she didn't know that my heart was hurt as much as hers, I was also sad.

When I broke up with my fifth girlfriend, I asked her to go out with me. After that date, I told her that there was something that I wanted to tell her. She told me that she had something to say to me too. I told her that I broke up with my girlfriend and she said to me that she was beginning a relationship with someone. I know who that was.

He had been chasing her all this time. A nice, energetic, and interesting guy. I couldn't show how bad my heart was hurt. I could only smile and say congratulations to her. When I arrived home, my heart felt more pain than before and I couldn't take it anymore. It was like there was a big stone on my chest. I couldn't breath and I wanted to scream but I couldn't.

I started shedding tears and cried. I've seen her crying a lot for a guy that ignored her presence. At the graduation ceremony, I read a message on my handphone. The message was sent 10 days ago when I was sad and crying. The message said, "The Leaf flew because of the Wind or because the Tree didn't ask it to stay?"

THE LEAF

During high school, I liked collecting leaves, why? Because I felt that a leaf needed a lot of strength to leave the tree where it lived all this time.

For 3 years in high school, I was close to a guy, not as his girlfriend but as his "bestfriend". But when he had a girlfriend for the first time, I learned a feeling i never knew before - JEALOUSY. I could picture this feeling by using lemons. It was like 100 rotten lemons. They were together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hid my excitement. But a month later, he was already with another girl.

I liked him and I knew that he liked me too, but why didn't he say it? Since he loved me, why didn't he take the first step? When he had a new girlfriend again, my heart would always hurt. Time went on...and on, my heart was still hurt.

I started to think that this was an unrequited love, but why did he treat me nicely beside the fact that he just treated me as his friend?

Liking someone can be so irritating, I knew his favorites, his habits. But my feelings for him were never discovered. You wouldn't expect a girl to say it, right?

Besides, I wanted to stay by his side, care for him, accompany him, and love him. Hoping, that one day, he would come and love me. Those things like waiting for his calls. Every night, I hoped he would send me messages. I knew no matter how busy he was, he would spend some time for me. That was why I waited for him. 3 years were hard to get through and I wanted to give up.

Sometimes I thought I should still wait. The wound and the heartache, and the dilemma that accompanied me for these 3 years.

At the end of the third year, a guy was chasing me. He was my junior. Every day he would chase me tirelessly. From the rejections that I have shown him, I felt that I wanted to give him a little space in my heart.

He was like a warm and soft wind, trying to blow the leaf so that it would fly from the tree. Finally, I realized that I didn't want to give this Wind the little space in my heart. I knew this Wind would take away this shabby Leaf away to a better place. Finally, I left Tree, but Tree just smiled and didn't ask me to stay, I was so sad seeing him smiling at me.

"The Leaf flew because of the Wind or because the Tree didn't ask it to stay?"

THE WIND

Because I liked a girl named Leaf, because she was always relying on Tree, so I had to be the strong Wind.

Wind would fly the Leaf far away. When I met her for the first time, it was one month after I transferred school. I saw someone was watching us playing football. At that time, she would always sit there by herself or with her friends watching Tree. When Tree was talking to the girls, there was jealousy in her eyes. When Tree looked at Leaf, there was a smile in her eyes.

Watching her has become my habit, like a leaf that likes to watch the tree. One day, she didn't show up, I felt loss. My senior wasn't there too at that time. I went to their class and I saw my senior was watching Leaf. Tears were flowing from Leaf's eyes when Tree left. The next day, I saw Leaf at her usual place, watching Tree. I stepped across and smiled at her. I wrote a note and gave it to her. She was so shocked.

She looked at me, smiling and she took my note. The next day, she came, approached me and gave me a note. Leaf's heart was so strong and Wind couldn't blow her away, it was all because Leaf didn't want to leave Tree. I looked at her with those words and slowly she started to say to me and accept my presence and calls. I knew that the person that she loved wasn't me, but I would try so that one day she would like me.

For 4 months, I had spoken the word 'love' for about 20x to her. Every time she would switch the conversation.... but I didn't give up, I had decided to have her and hoped that she would agree to be my girlfriend.

I asked, "What are you doing? Why did you never reply?"

She said, "I looked up."

"What?" I didn't believe what I heard.

"I looked up!" She screamed.

I put my phone, got dressed and took a cab to her place, and she opened the door, and I hugged her tight.

“The Leaf flew because of the Wind or because the Tree didn't ask it to stay?“

Charice ft. Iyaz - pyramid

2010-07-01T13:43:00.004+07:00

shawty's love is like a pyramid
we stand together till the very end
there'll never be another love for sure
iyaz and charice here we go

stones heavy like the love you've shown
solid as the ground we've known
and i just wanna carry on
we took it from the bottom up
and even in a desert storm
sturdy as a rock we hold
wishing every moment froze

now i just wanna let you know

earthquakes can't shake us

cyclones can't break us

hurricanes can't take away our love

pyramid, we've built this on a solid rock
it feels just like it's heaven's touch
together at the top (at the top baby) like a pyramid
and even when the wind is blowin
we'll never fall just keep on goin
forever we will stay like a pyramid
like a pyramid, like a pyramid hey
like a pyramid, like a pyramid hey
like a pyramid, like a pyramid hey

cold never ever when you're close
we will never let it fall
a story that was never told
something like a mystery
and every step we've took we grown
look how fast the time has flown
the journey to the place unknown
we're going down in history
earthquakes can't shake us
cyclones can't break us
hurricanes can't take away our love

pyramid, we've built this on a solid rock
it feels just like it's heaven's touch
together at the top (at the top baby) like a pyramid
and even when the wind is blowin
we'll never fall just keep it goin
forever we will stay like a pyramid

like a pyramid girl i'ma show you
that i love you so much that we're gonna get through
even when it storms i will never go
i'ma be the one to keep you safe
before was a love i care more than enough
holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough
mother nature, or disaster won't stop our happy ever after

pyramid... keep it going...
like a pyramid, like a pyramid hey

pyramid, we've built this on a solid rock
it feels just like it's heaven's touch
together at the top (at the top baby) like a pyramid
and even when the wind is blowin
we'll never fall just keep on goin
forever we will stay like a pyramid

pyramid..
pyramid, we've built this on a solid rock
it feels just like it's heaven's touch
together at the top (at the top baby) like a pyramid
and even when the wind is blowin
we'll never fall just keep it goin
forever we will stay like a pyramid
like a pyramid, like a pyramid hey
like a pyramid, like a pyramid hey
like a pyramid, like a pyramid hey

♥

diary / blog

2010-06-26T12:46:00.000+07:00

http://thelifeofgabrielagracia.blogspot.com/

it's in Bahasa Indonesia, because that way i can write my 'diary' more openly :)

Ryan Cabrera - photo

2010-06-25T15:43:00.000+07:00

A photo can say a thousand things

But it can't say the million things I wanna say

A photo can capture the way we were

But it can't capture the way we are

'Cause you're far away

What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you
Yeah

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words?
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts

'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

Timing, lost minutes and moments
Yeah, I might be lonely, girl
But I'm not afraid
In a second
It all comes right back to me
No, nothing's forgotten now
Yeah everything's saved

What it's like to touch you
What it's like to know you
Yeah

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words?
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts

'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

You were my life
You were my faith
You gave me hope every day

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words?
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts

'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

(y) ♥

Interview with GOD

2010-06-18T18:34:00.003+07:00

...With my newly acquired title as a journalist, I decided to strike a high note.

"Come in," God said to me, "so, you would like to interview Me?"

"If You have the time," I said. He smiled through His beard and said: "My time is called eternity, and is enough to do everything; what questions do you have in mind to ask me?"

"None that are new to You. What's the one thing that surprises you most about mankind?"

He answered:

"That they get bored of being children, are in a rush to grow up, and then long to be children again. That they lose their health to make money, and then lose their money to restore their health.

That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live neither for the present nor the future.

That they live as if they will never die, and they die as if they never had ever lived.."

His hands took mine and we were silent. After a long period, I said, "May I ask you another question?" He replied with a smile.

"As a Father, what would you ask your children to do for the new year?"

"To learn that they cannot make anyone love them. What they can do is to let themselves to be loved.

To learn that it takes years to build trust, and a few seconds to destroy it.

To learn that what is most valuable is not what they have in their lives, but who they have in their lives.

To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others. There will be others better or worse than they are.

To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most, but is one who needs the least.

To learn that they should control their attitudes, otherwise their attitudes will control them.

To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in person we love, and that it takes many years to heal them.

To learn to forgive by practising forgiveness.

To learn that there are persons that love them dearly, but simply do not know how to show their feelings.

To learn that money can buy everything but happiness.

To learn that, while at times, they may be entitled to be upset, that does not give them the right to upset those around them.

To learn that great dreams do not require great wings, but a landing gear to achieve.

To learn that true friends are scarce, he/she who has found one, has found true treasure.

To learn that it is not always enough that they be forgiven by others, but that they forgive themselves.

To learn that they are masters of what they keep to themselves and slaves of what they say.

To learn that they shall reap what they plant; if they plant gossip they will harvest intrigues, if they plant love they will harvest happiness.

To learn that true happiness is not to achieve their goals but to learn to be satisfied with what they already achieved.

To learn that happiness is a decision. They decide to be happy with what they are and have, or die from envy and jealousy of what they lack.

To learn that two people can look at the same thing, and see something really different.

To learn that those who are honest with themselves without considering the consequences go far in life.

To learn that even though they may think they have nothing to give, when a friend cries with them, they find the strength to appease the pain.

To learn that by trying to hold on to love ones, they very quickly push them away; and by letting go of those they love, they will be side by side forever.

To learn that even though the word "love" has many different meanings, it loses value when it is overstated.

To learn that they can never do something extraordinary for Me to love them; I simply do.

To learn that the shortest distance they could be from Me is the distance of a prayer."

GBU :)

hmm..

2010-05-20T10:22:00.001+07:00

thinking of being a writer :)
my inspiration is mostly from my dreams, some are romantic, some are funny, and some are just weird --"

there are some things that are almost in all of my dreams:

wolf that has wings (?)

idk why, but maybe since i watched The Twilight Saga: New Moon, i started to wonder what it's like to be a wolf. but in my version, they have wings! and they can manipulate an element, like wind, fire, earth, water, ice, etc. oh, and the rarest wolves are the white wolves and the black wolves. they're both royals, but they're enemies.

handsome boy

the handsome boy.. i can't remember his name eventhough i already dreamed about him again and again

the changing scenery

for example, at first i was in my room and then suddenly i was already at a restaurant the second i stepped outside my room --"

contest

either it's like a fight, or a big contest. in my dream yesterday, i participated in a cooking contest, a dog grooming contest, a fighting contest, and a lot of crazy things that i can't remember.

the unknown ending

because i was already awaken when the story hasn't finished.

well, that's about it.
can't wait for my next dream tonight :D

weird thingy

2010-05-16T14:34:00.000+07:00

weird thingy

it's my friends'
( Natasya Akiko Yukimachi and Amanda Grace Andani )
online shop!

their necklaces are awesome and with a great price too!
this is the first collection and i can't wait for the next one! :D
♥

TRAIN - Hey, Soul Sister

2010-04-17T13:30:00.002+07:00

click here for the video

my current mood lifter song! :)

Special A

2010-04-13T15:42:00.000+07:00

Hikari Hanazono has always been second to Kei Takishima. When they were six years old, their pro-wrestling loving fathers introduced them to each other. Assuming that she was the best in wrestling, young Hikari challenged Kei to a wrestling match only to be thoroughly defeated by him. Ever since that fateful incident, Hikari swore to beat Kei in school grades, sporting events or any competition. To do this, she has enrolled in the same school as Kei since elementary. Now she attends Hakusenkan, an ultra elite school, that costs her carpenter father a lot of money. Hikari and Kei are the top two students in the school, with Kei holding firmly to that number one position. While Hikari considers Kei to be a rival and important friend, she is completely unaware that Kei loves her. The story primarily focuses on Hikari and her constant attempts to defeat her one and only rival, Kei, and how she finds love in their rivalry.

i'm watching the anime right now and i think it's awesome :D

haven't read the manga yet, but i will read it....soon haha

#12

2010-04-13T15:37:00.001+07:00

my entry for the Next Contest in Looklet

the prize is Next shorts and heels

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How To Train Your Dragon (3D)

2010-04-12T19:37:00.001+07:00

12.04.10 went to Puri XXI to watch How To Train Your Dragon (3D!) with verena. she wanted to watch it so bad, so we went to watch it haha :)

A Viking teenager named Hiccup (Jay Baruchel) lives on the island of Berk, where fighting dragons is a way of life. The teen’s smarts and offbeat sense of humor is disliked by his tribe and its chief, Hiccup’s father, Stoick the Vast (Gerard Butler). However, when Hiccup is included in Dragon Training with the other viking teens, he sees his chance to prove he has what it takes to be a fighter. After he entangles a dragon with bolas-shooting cannon, Hiccup releases and ends up befriending the dragon. This relationship flips his world upside down as he strives to convince his tribe that they don't need to be dragon-slayers.

aww look how cute Toothless is when he's trying to smile ♥ :)

after i watched this movie, now.... i want to have a pet dragon like Toothless! it's loyal like a dog, but you can fly with it. how cool is that? (y) and i admired Hiccup for his braveness. if he didn't have the guts to befriend with Toothless in the first place, he wouldn't have him as a pet (a really nice and loyal pet) :D

relieved!

2010-04-10T18:32:00.000+07:00

finally finished my practice test. so relieved. hope my results are great :)

Happy Easter Day

2010-04-04T18:37:00.000+07:00

Happy Easter Day! :D

tired

2010-04-03T08:57:00.000+07:00

i'm starting to get tired with life, cause there's something about it that makes me sick.

the Holy Friday *Jumat Agung

2010-04-03T08:55:00.000+07:00

i don't have any work to do, so i just took a picture of my clothes. haha :p

the White Thursday *Kamis Putih

2010-04-03T08:53:00.000+07:00

white Thursday = white shoes :)

#11

2010-04-01T13:38:00.000+07:00

i want the shoes and the dress! :D

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#10

2010-03-26T10:07:00.000+07:00

i'm entering the Wrangler contest in Looklet

and the prize is a Wrangler jean jacket!

not too confident about my look since there are so many people who are also entering this contest and their looks are so awesome!

just wish me luck, okay? ;)

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Nikita Harren's BBQ party :)

2010-03-25T20:44:00.009+07:00

20.03.10
that night, Nikita Harren held a BBQ party to celebrate her birthday.
it was so much fun! :D
it was my first BBQ party with my friends after all.

actually, her birthday was on March 18th. on that day, we gave her a suprise party!

aww she cried :)

photos belong to Jane

okay, let's continue to the story..

the night was great. sadly, i couldn't bbq anything myself cause i was using my softlens :( they say that if you wear softlens, don't get too close to the grill, cause your softlens can melt. after that, we ..... you know, we did things that we do in parties haha

and here are the photos..

photos belong to icha

a night to remember :)

#9 hey baby! :)

2010-03-25T19:47:00.000+07:00

love the gloves! :D
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Happy Nyepi Day!

2010-03-16T16:17:00.000+07:00

Happy Nyepi Day!

it's a Balinese's Day of Silence that falls on Bali's Lunar New Year.

During the day of silence, the streets are completely empty, except when there are the Pecalang, the security men that patrol the streets to make sure that the people of Bali are celebrating Nyepi Day the right way. They mustn't do the following prohibitions: no lighting fires (and lights must be kept low); no working; no entertainment or pleasure; no traveling; and for some, no talking or eating at all.

For the tourists who was visiting Bali at the time, had to follow the tradition and didn't do anything from the prohibitions list.

I've never celebrated Nyepi Day before, but I wanted to :) someday..

haircut @ school!

2010-03-13T21:10:00.002+07:00

one of the most exciting experience i have ever had! (y)

it just a 'poni'-cut by tasya , helped by grace , icha , verena , felicia :D

.........

well, the point is... my 'poni' becomes like that haha but i love it :) thanks tas!
it's better than my old long 'poni' haha

*BB belongs to verena. i just borrowed it hihi

but somehow my family didn't seem to know that i just got a haircut. -_- ckckc

#8

2010-03-13T20:26:00.001+07:00

don't know why, i love scarves these days :)

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ALICE IN WONDERLAND! (3D)

2010-03-10T21:08:00.001+07:00

04.03.10 went to Puri XXI to watch Alice in Wonderland (3D!) 15.00 with tasya. we watched it as soon as it came out :D

19-year-old Alice returns to the magical world from her childhood adventure, where she reunites with her old friends and learns of her true destiny: to end the Red Queen's reign of terror.

awesome! i can watch this movie over and over and over again! LOL
it's a funny animated drama movie and the mad hatter is just hilarious! Johnny Depp has officially become one of my celebrity crushes.

finally ! :D

2010-03-06T15:05:00.003+07:00

27.02.10 my family and me went to ITC Permata Hijau. we went there to buy glasses for my big brother. and let me tell you, i don't know why, when my brother wear the glasses, he looks really funny but at the same time, handsome. HAHA. my mom bought a glasses too, i want to buy one too, but my mom said that the lens must be diluted since my minus has reached 8.25 *cause both of my parents have a large minus, so my minus became so high because of my parents -__-* after that, we ate at Hoka-Hoka Bento. finally! it's one of my favorite restaurants ♥ after that, we bought some dvd-s. and then, i went to Marvels Game Station to buy a memory card for my Nintendo DS! it's been a long time since i played it. my brother lost the memory card which means i can't play it. grr

after that, we went home. tired. and slept as soon as we arrived home.

the next day, i tried the memory card, but it didn't work! damn
and (idk why) my stomach hurts so bad! that was why i couldn't go to church. *Sorry GOD* besides i woke up a little late. so i asked my mom if i could go to ITC PH again on Monday, with my brother who was going to pick up the glasses that were ordered, to fix this card.

the next day (MONDAY)
i woke up as usual, stayed at my bed for a couple of minutes when i realized i got a stomachache again. so my grandma told me to skip school *YES!* obviously because i was sick. and then my mom told me that i shouldn't go to ITC PH *NO*
so i stayed home on Monday, completely stressed out cause
1. i had to go to school the next day because there was a presentation and i was the one that had the data.
2. i was sick and i have to get better so i can fix the memory card.
3. my grades are dropping!

i have to get my grades up again!

Gabriella

2010-02-28T17:23:00.000+07:00

Dall'ebraico "Gabar", essere forte, e "El", dio. Donna dalle grandi doti comunicative, ha il dono dell'empatia e la capacita di consolare chiunque, anche se spesso si fa talmente carico del dolore altrui che finisce per soffrirne lei stessa. Santo Patrono : Gabriella Bourla, una monaca martirizzata nel 1794. Il tuo nome ė una cosa particolare. Un nome ė un regalo per tutta la vita. Puoi esserne fiero!

Hebrew "Gabar", be strong, and "El", God. Woman of great communication skills, has the gift of empathy and the ability to comfort anyone, even if it often is so full of pain of others that ends up suffering herself. Patron Saint: Gabriella Bourla, a nun who was martyred in 1794. Your name is a particular thing. A name is a gift for life. You can be proud of!

Onomastico : 17 ott.

Saint's day: October 17

Numero portafortuna : 8

Lucky number: 8

Colore : blu

Color: blue

Pietra : zaffiro

Stone: Sapphire

Metallio : argento

Metal: Silver

Affinità : Capricorno

Affinity: Capricorn

got this note with a keychain from my auntie :)

Colbie Caillat - realize

2010-02-26T02:28:00.000+07:00

take time to realize,
that your warmth is crashing down on in
take time to realize that I am on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.

but I can't spell it out for you,
no, it's never gonna be that simple
no, I can't spell it out for you

if you just realize what I just realized,
then we'd be perfect for each other
and we'll never find another
just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now

take time to realize
oh,oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you
take time to realize
this all can pass you by
didn't I tell you

but I can't spell it out for you,
no, it's never gonna be that simple
no, I can't spell it out for you.

if you just realize what I just realized,
then we'd be perfect for each other
and we'll never find another
just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other but

it's not the same
no, it's never the same

if you don't feel it to

if you meet me half way
if you would meet me half way
it could be the same for you

if you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
and we'll never find another
just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
just realize what I just realized

if you just realize what I just realized

oh

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now

realize, realize, realize

such a sweet and romantic song by Colbie Caillat :)

this song reminds me of my past feelings to someone who ended up hurting my heart.

wishing for a new pure love ♥

from paris with love

2010-02-26T01:49:00.003+07:00

25.02.10

yesterday was the last day of tryout! finally!
verena, tasya, and me went to Puri Mall to watch From Paris With Love.
actually i wanted to watch Valentine's Day, but it wasn't available in cinemas anymore --"
me and verena arrived at Puri earlier than tasya, because she had additional lessons.
so, we went to Secret Recipe to have lunch and then bought tickets to watch From Paris With Love 15.55 :)

A personal aide to U.S. Ambassador in France, James Reece (Jonathan Rhys Meyers) has an enviable life in Paris and a beautiful French girlfriend, but his real passion is his side job as a low-level operative for the CIA. All James wants is to become a bona fide agent and see some real action. So when he's offered his first senior-level assignment, he can't believe his good luck until he meets his new partner, special agent Charlie Wax (John Travolta) - a trigger-happy, wisecracking, loose cannon who's been sent to Paris to stop a terrorist attack. Wax leads James on a white-knuckle shooting spree through the Parisian underworld that has James praying for his desk job. But when James discovers he's a target of the same crime ring they're trying to bust, he realizes there's no turning back...and that Wax himself might be his only hope for making it through the next forty-eight hours alive.

cool movie, overall. but the shooting and killing stuff, it scares me. because of the blood. i hate blood. but i love the movie. there's action (a lot of it), drama, and comedy (a little bit). it's a little bit confusing at first, but after the story went on, slowly but sure, i understood the story. oh, and there were a lot of words like the M word and the F word. can't say that it's wrong for being so mean (using those words) since it is an action movie. nice :)

after that, it was already 17.30.. i think and we went to Gramedia (bought Spring in London -Ilana Tan), Pretty, then went to Yogen Fruz and last, Puri Land. we were just walking, seeing things in Puri, cause we had nothing to do.

then we went home :D

eventhough it was a fun day, but i thought yesterday wasn't my lucky day :(
the accident in the school's library, and then in puri .............

well, that's just how it is.
but now, it's already 1.43 AM
so, it's already a new day, right? :)
i hope today is a good day haha

oh yeah, today is a holiday! yes.yes.yes. i'm FREE

for someone that i saw yesterday, F!

need help?

2010-02-26T01:11:00.001+07:00

do you need some help with your problems?
about your relationships, family, friends, school, or anything?
or you just need someone to listen to your stories?
then let us know and we'll help :)

just email us :

itryto.helpyou@yahoo.com

don't worry, we won't tell anyone about your problems or your stories.
your secrets are safe with us :)
btw, the owner of this email is grace and this idea is from her too. i'm like the co-owner of this email so i will help your problems together with grace.

of course, (maybe) our opinions will be different, with their own benefits and disadvantages. that way, you can choose one of our opinions or make your own ways to solve your problems based on what we think.

we willl check the email daily and reply your emails as soon as possible

so what are you waiting for?
tell us your problems and we will help you through it
tell us your stories and we will always be there to listen about it :D

good good day

2010-02-21T21:37:00.001+07:00

21.12.10

today is sunday, and as usual, i went to the church in the morning, and then about 11.45, went to the Sajoo, Shangri-La Hotel to celebrate my auntie Christine's 28th wedding anniversary with my uncle. unusually, i wore a skirt :p it was a buffet, and since i wanted to try every single food served there, i took small portions of every food. there were foods from many countries. Indonesia, India, Italy, and many more. it was very delicious! my most favorite food of the day was ice cream teppanyaki. it's ice cream mixed with almond, chocolate, m&m-s, and many more which you can pick, then it was made into teppanyaki. suprisingly it tasted really good :) the best part was when two magicians came to our table and showed us magic tricks. it's so cool! how can they did those tricks right in front of our eyes? after the buffet, we all went home. but then my mom asked me if i wanted to go shopping with her. of course i said, YES! :D we went to Puri Mall. first stop, Colorbox. i really like the clothes there, so cutee. i bought a scarf there. actually i wanted to buy a sunglasses but then my mom asked "what are you going to use it for?" and i answered "nothing." then i put it back where it belongs. next stop, Pretty. i bought a bunny-doll pencil box, a blue nail polish, and a comb. pretty random. and then, we looked at Loly Poly for a while but didn't find anything interesting. next stop, Keris. my mom did all the shopping here. i just said "yeah, that's nice" etc when my mom asked my opinion about her findings. and the last stop, Hero. we bought some stuff and then my mom said "It's been a long time since we've gone to J.Co" so i said "Well, let's go there" but then my mom complained, saying that she was too tired and stuff but i kept telling her that i wanted to eat Jcool, so my mom gave me 50.000 IdR and told me to go buy one while she took a break in the car. since i was so excited, i ran, bought the Jcool, and ran back to my car in about 5 minutes. i wanted to buy softlen drops with the spare change, but it wasn't enough. then when i was approaching the car, my mom was like "how do you get here so fast". then me and my mom ate the Jcool together while she drove us home.

overall, today is really a good good day :D
btw, i'm going to watch Marley & Me now, so ttyl bloggers :)

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2010-02-21T21:26:00.000+07:00

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3 Idiots

2010-02-20T17:21:00.001+07:00

i'm starting to get interested about this film, 3 Idiots

watch the trailer here

Two friends embark on a quest for a lost buddy. On this journey they encounter a long forgotten bet, a wedding they must crash and a funeral that goes impossibly out of control. As they make their way through the perilous landscape, another journey begins: their inner journey through memory lane and the story of their friend - the irrepressible free-thinker Rancho (Aamir Khan) - who in his unique way, touches and changes their lives.

basically, i think it's a film about friendship.

i'm considering watching it, but since it only shows on Blitz Megaplex.
i guess i have to go there with my parents or if i'm lucky, one of my cousins could watch it with me.

curious curious curious

impossible dreams

2010-02-20T16:41:00.003+07:00

so here's the list of my impossible (or maybe possible) dreams :

wings! like the writings on my blog header :)
they didn't .........
everyone in this world knows my name WOW it's a big dream :p
become a(n) interior designer, web designer, or anything that is related to design and colors
have sharp claws and fangs!
raining money
have a time machine
have the remote like in the movie Click
get a scholarship
go to college in Australia, Singapore, or maybe even America :p
my teeth are magically fixed in one day
buy my own laptop and iphone
and the most impossible dream: anyone that i love won't die , so i don't have to suffer the pain of losing someone. this one is completely impossible.

for now, i think this is it. but if i get new dreams, i'm definitely going to update this list :p

sorry for not updating for a long time

just got the mood to blog again today :)

MERRY belated CHRISTMAS :D

2009-12-26T22:38:00.002+07:00

MERRY belated CHRISTMAS! :D

sorry for the late post.

christmas eve

jam 4 sore, gw ud siap pergi ke gereja bojong buat misa padahal misanya mulai jam 6 , soalnya kita mau duduk di dalem :p gw nunggu 2 jam sambil daydreaming! hahaha akhirnya kita misa malem natal :) koor-nya keren banget! two thumbs up deh (y) (y) abis itu, kita makan malem di celio bistro yang gw bingungnya setiap kali gw lewat sono, pasti keliatannya kosong, tapi kok masih buka terus ya? -.-

hot chocolate w/ marshmallows ♥

gw juga makan spaghetti bolognese sih cuma gak terlalu enak menurut gw --"

abis itu gw nginep di tempatnya tante gw, trus dpt kado hihi :p

Dear Gaby, hope this Christmas brings you peace, joy, and happiness
success for the new year

Tante Christine :)

i got a clique novel P.S. I Loathe You by Lisi Harrison and a bracelet. thanks auntie! ♥

christmas day!

25.12.09

paginya sepupu gw ternyata mau berangkat ke thailand sama temen"nya *ihh enak yah pengen gw kyk sepupu gw yg ini :p nah gw sempet liat kamarnya aduh gila cakep gila kamar idaman gw dah pokoknya hahaha kita doa dulu bersama sebelom dia berangkat tapi gw gak ikut nganterin ke bandara soalnya gw ikut bonyok sama adek gw ke taman safari , sayangnya ngko gw gak ikut soalnya dia nginep di rumah temennya trus dia blm pulang jadinya ditinggal deh dia :(
ya lumayan seru sih di safari. ngasih makan rusa, zebra, ya sejenis itulah. adek gw uda kayak apa aja dah pas kepala rusanya masuk ke mobil hahaha tapi pas kita ud selesei safari, gw kan mau ke baby zoo. main sama anak macan yang lucu itu ♥ cumaa tiba-tiba hujan gede hampir kayak badai lah. malesin banget dah gak bisa keluar dari mobil soalnya payungnya rusak. jadinya sambil nunggu hujannya reda, kita tidur bentar di mobil. pas uda redaan, kita pergi ke terminal bus wisatanya beli pop-mie buat angetin badan trus naek mobil ke arah baby zoo segala macemnya. tapi pas nyampe di sono, eh malah banjir ckckc baby zoo-nya tutup, trus baju gw acak adul dah karena gw gak bawa jaket trus kan dingin tuh jadi gw pake aja blouse kotak-kotak di luar t-shirt spongebob gw hahaha yg penting angetan dah. abis itu kita ke souvenir shopnya setelah jalan berapa lama gitu. jadi tergoda gw buat beli bonekanya, ada boneka beruang loh kuma! :D
sayangnya gak boleh soalnya kata nykp gw " km ud mau sma, masih maen boneka. " --'
trus nykp gw bilang ke gw soalnya muka gw ud gloomy gitu katanya dia kado natal gw bakal buat gw shock nah gw jadi semangat tuh wah kira-kira dapet apa ya? abis itu kita pulang karena banyak yg tutup gara-gara pd tutup abis banjir sih huh
otw pulang gw tidur tuh nungguin macetnya eh pas gw bangun udah nyampe rumah! udah jam 11 malem lagi ckckc tapi karena gw kelaperan ya uda gw makan KFC yang ternyata nykp beli di rest area. trus kata nykp, udah boleh buka kado soalnya ngko sama oma udah buka kadonya duluan haha dan ternyata gw dapet 2 kado! :)

a bag, i like the little details ♥

a hair styler (?) that's the shock, but it's nice :p

thank you mom! ♥

i guess this christmas is unique :)

sekolah

2009-12-22T19:25:00.001+07:00

eh eh gak nyangka lo ternyata bntr lagi ud mau UAS + UAN.
aaaahh ud harus mulai pikirin tuh belajar pelajaran dari kelas 7 sampe kelas 9 -_-
dan gw jadi panitia year book jadinya harus ikut rapat, kerja pikirin konsep bukunya segala macem
oh ya, sama gw juga pengen bantuin yg panitia perpisahan kalo sempet
yah walaupun sibuk, menurut gw jadi panitia bisa jadi pengalaman yang gak bakal dilupain
soalnya ini bakal terakhir kalinya kita, anak kelas 9 sama" buat acara.
ternyata ud setengah tahun kita jalanin jadi anak kelas 9
eh setengah tahun lagi kita pisah.
rasanya gw blm kuat buat pisah sama semuanya :(
trus sma pd pisah" lagi, hais
emg gitu yah hidup pasti ada perpisahan
yang kita bisa lakuin cuma inget semua kenangan yang pernah dialami bersama
suka dan duka
karena kita gak bakal bisa ngulang waktu lagi :)

study trip -> bandara pondok cabe + jakarta international soekarno-hatta airport

2009-12-17T16:37:00.001+07:00

14.12.09 kita berangkat dari sekolah jam 7an ke bandara pondok cabe. di sana itu panassssss banget! karena kita nyampe di sana ud agak siang. trus kita disuruh ke hangar, dijelasin ttg pesawat dan helikopter yg ada disitu. nah pas saat itu, kita pd foto" di dlm helikopter sama pesawatnya. kn jarang tuh kita boleh masuk ke dlmnya haha tiap kelas difoto satu per satu di dpn pesawat sama helikopternya.
abis itu kita langsung berangkat ke jakarta international soekarno-hatta airport - terminal 3. kita makan siang di jln pake lunch box. nasi-ayam-mie :p nyampe di sana, kita dikasi pengarahan ttg konsep terminal 3 yang baru dan segala macem. trus, kita dikasi tunjuk terminal 3, ternyata gedungnya keren! :D walaupun masih baru jadi 1 pier dari 5 , tapi ud lumayan banyak org yang pake terminal itu. trus pergi lagi deh ke kantornya garuda, sumpah gw demen dah ngantor di situ, gedungnya desainnya kerennnnnnnn (y) dijelasin ttg jenis pesawat garuda, dll. abis itu kita ke tempat perbaikan pesawat milik garuda. di situ ada pesawat lama yang ud gak kepake sama pesawat yang lagi dibenerin. nah trus ada pesawat boieng *kyknya tulisannya kyk gini* yang gedeee banget ampe ekor pesawatnya kgk muat masuk hangarnya -.- tiap kelas foto lagi di situ trus kita pulang deh akhirnya! di perjalanan macet + busnya mogok! bus 1 sih yang mogok, bus gw *bus 2* gak. jadinya kita nungguin bntr dibnerin, tapi gak jalan" tu bus. jadinya semua anak yang di bus 1 dipindahin ke bus 2, jadi ada 120 anak di bus 2. gilaa. ada sih bbrp anak yang milih tetep tinggal di situ nungguin karena takut gak muat juga. kata temen gw yang milih tetep tinggal itu bus gw pas jalan ud miring sebelah. wew jadi serem juga. dari jalan tol sampe balik ke nd lagi, busnya ud sumpek, pada ribut ud tahu lagi penuh tuh bus. pas ud mau nyampe nd, ada mobil polisi yang pake alarm. ngiung ngiung *yah begitulah* kita kira bakal ditilang atau apalah. untungnya gak.
akhirnya kita semua nyampe di sekolah jam 19.30 dari seharusnya 17.30

seru juga buat pengalaman (:

tapi skrg disuruh bikin laporan perjalanan sama garudanya. buset -.- malessss

taylor swift's new hairdo

2009-12-13T13:35:00.001+07:00

They say a new hairdo can make you a whole different woman, but we had no idea that little Taylor Swift was just hair-straightener and a flatiron away from this kind of grown-up hotness! The sleek, sophisticated bangs and straight hair have really turned her "fierce" knob up to 11.
Hmmm... we wonder what Taylor Lautner's Abs thinks about his lady friend's makeover?

source : celebuzz.com

cakep! :D

cumaaaaaa rasanya jadi kyk bkn Taylor Swift :( soalnya rambut curly itu ud trademark-nya dia
gak tau sih kalo dia mau ganti apa gak tapi walaupun lurus atau curly
gw tetep ngefans sama Taylor Swift ♥

congek -.-" + christmas!

2009-12-07T11:14:00.001+07:00

okee dari kemaren ampe skrg , kuping sebelah kiri gw itu lagi congek"-nya =.= kata nykp gw, mungkin kemasukan air, jadinya pas mandi gw masukin air ke kuping dgn harapan keluar semua air yg di kuping. tapi ternyata kgk keluar" nah akhirnya oma mulai saranin ke dokter tht aaaa

nah hari ini hari pertama ulum *damn* pkn + agm
lumayan gampang lah agm, pknnya itu susah!
dari pagi sampe pulang sekolah kuping kiri ini nguing nguing apalah pokoknya sakit
trus gw ke uks dong, kata gurunya gw harus ke dokter trus pake obat tetes kuping yang katanya bisa ngeluarin yg ada di kuping gw ini, semoga gak sampe parah, atau nyampe harus operasi segala ><

jadi sampai sekarang gw nunggu bonyok pulang biar mereka booking dokter lah setidaknya
gw gak mau sampe seminggu kayak gini

oh ya gw harus beli kado!
christmas, baby! yeah~!
kadonya buat acara tuker kado,
gak boleh makanan atau minuman
budget : min. 25ribu

any idea guys?
tahun lalu gw kasih bingkai jadi menurut gw gak boleh bingkai lagi dong buat tahun ini
jadi kasi apa dongg? :(

udah gw congek lagi -.-
jadi kalo ada ide, komen aja yaa di chat box atau di posting ini
atau chat di msn : gabrielagracia@windowslive.com

your help will be WELL appreciated :)
thnks yaa :D

new moon (hmm)

2009-11-30T20:35:00.001+07:00

30.11.09 today verena , kiki , vero , jea , and me went to see NEW MOON ♥ *finally! at Puri XXI *again

The supernatural tale of star-crossed lovers continues as the Cullen family flees Forks in order to protect Bella (Kristen Stewart), and the heartbroken high-school senior discovers that vampires aren't the only creatures in town. Realizing that Bella will never be safe as long as he's around, Edward (Robert Pattinson) makes the difficult decision to leave his beloved behind shortly after her 18th birthday. Reeling from her loss, Bella embraces self-destruction after being comforted by Edward's image during a moment of mortal peril. But as heavy-hearted as Bella may be, her old friend Jacob (Taylor Lautner ♥) distracts her from her sorrows by helping her renovate a weather-beaten motorbike. When Bella encounters a former adversary with a sizable grudge, she's rescued from harm at the last second by pack of enormous, ferocious wolves. Subsequently delving into the history of the Quileutes, Bella discovers the secrets of Jacob's tribe while looking forward to a reunion with Edward that may have deadly consequences.

first of all, i wanted to say that i really loved the Twilight series. so obviously i already read the whole series. well, i compared the book to the movie, and there were scenes that i thought was different from the book. for me, those scenes made the difference. the scenes that i thought were pretty important weren't played in the movie. i'm pretty disappointed. :( but overall, i liked the movie, but i didn't love it. 4/5

grandma's birthday

2009-11-23T17:46:00.001+07:00

22.11.09 actually my grandma's birthday was on 21.11.09 but because my aunts had some things that need to be done that day , the celebration was postponed until the next day.

last night , me and my family went to coca suki restaurant. when we arrived there, we took the lift and went to the reserved place. room no. 2 :D as usual, we waited for all the family members to gather before we ate. after that, we ate. the meat, the soup, the chicken.. yummy! and i realized that my cousin and i were wearing the same necklace LOL oh yeah after that, my grandma was given a pudding with a candle on it.

the pudding was tasty :)
overall, we had a great night. sadly, the next day is already a school day =_____=

and here's what i wear that night

see you later bloggers :)

(y) : 2012

2009-11-16T20:41:00.001+07:00

16.11.09 , today grace , verena , daesy , tasya , and me went to see 2012 at Puri XXI.

Never before has a date in history been so significant to so many cultures, so many religions, scientists, and governments. '2012' is an epic adventure about a global cataclysm that brings an end to the world and tells of the heroic struggle of the survivors

at the beginning of the movie, i didn't really understand the story but when i connected all the sections of the story, it became related. personally, i think it's an awesome movie. it pictured the end of the world in some way that was believable. of course, it was scary to think that the end of the world could be like that. but hey. only GOD knew when the world will end. not us. so all that we can do is just enjoy our life! :)

♥ simon

2009-11-10T17:22:00.000+07:00

here it is, my lovely simon[yet] :p i got it from my cousin. and hey, there's a letter attached to it! :D
it said :

Thank you for giving me a place to stay
And being my new best friend
I promise to love you each day
And share everything now and then

Many of my friends have never felt the affection
Like the love I get from you and your family
Some were abandoned, lost and broken
Without knowing what their future will be

The little money you used to adopt me
Will be donated to my friends in need
They will be forever grateful with sincerity
For you have shown your true kindness indeed

May you discover genuine happiness in time
Just like Shangri-la Jakarta has shown me mine

Love,
Snowie

looks like the monkey's name is snowie but i want to call it simon! :p
well, from what i read, the money used to buy it will be used to help the *real* monkeys in the wild.
it's good to know that the money is for good cause :)

uzumaki naruto ♥

2009-11-06T15:56:00.002+07:00

hey guys!
gw lagi demen sama naruto nih. baru nyadar aja kalo ceritanya naruto itu banyak makna hidupnya.
naruto yang orangtuanya meninggal karena ngelawan kyuubi harus jalanin hidupnya sendiri. gilaa kasian bgt. :( tapi walaupun kyk gitu, dia selalu aja SELALU optimis. selalu mencari kebaikan di hati orang. selalu... berjuang walaupun situasinya ud mustahil buat lakuin apa yg dia mau. selalu bisa melampaui apa yang orang lain pikirin. mimpinya menjadi hokage gak pernah dilupain. dia juga terus berlatih buat bisa bawa sasuke balik ke konoha, walaupun dia tahu itu mustahil karena sasuke ud jadi jahat. selalu berusaha buat orang lain.

itu dia, sifat yang pngen gw punya. selalu berusaha buat orang lain walaupun kita bakal terluka, tapi kita tetep lakuin itu karena kita tahu kalo apa yang kita lakuin ini bakal membahagiakan orang lain..... emg bener itu pasti susah, tapi gw pengen bisa jadi kyk gitu. harus bisa! cahyo! :D

currently watching naruto shippuuden episode 3 :)

wanted to watch every single episode of it. just hope my eyes can watch that many episode LOL

lady reaper

2009-11-02T14:21:00.001+07:00

my halloween set :)

for my looklet profile, click here

HAPPY HALLOWEEN, guys!
:D

guilty pleasure + painful prices

2009-11-02T14:11:00.001+07:00

ud lama banget gw gak shopping aaaaa lagi pngen nyoba pake skirt nih. menurut lu semua, cocok gak gw pake skirt? hahaha yeah, my guilty pleasure is *of course* shopping. :p tapi ada bbrp hal menyakitkan yg harus gw jalani, yaitu :

dokter tulang why? karena kaki gw flat. jadi berpengaruh ke badan gw. + jalan gw bongkok itu juga harus diperbaikin.
dokter gigi. why? i need braces. lu gak tau sbrp brantakan gigi gw. argh!
dokter kulit. why? entah knp, jerawat gw tambah gede tiap arinyaa
dokter mata. why? lasik pas gw ud 18 thn.

semua itu dilakuin buat perbaikin diri gw sendiri walaupun sakit dan biayanya banyak tapi harus gw jalanin itu semua. gw jadi ngerasa bersalah sama bonyok gw :( biaya buat ke dokter" itu gak murah sementara buat 'guilty pleasure' gw juga butuh duit. argh! harus nabung juga buat niat beli laptop. banyak maunya ya? -.- namanya juga anak, pasti ada aja maunya. dan gak pernah berhenti" yang ada malah nambah trus. tapi gw harus berhenti! harus! gw lagi ada rencana bikin bando bareng sekar trus bikin kalung beads. itu loh yang manik yang disetrika jadi satu itu hahaha ntar kalo jadi, tak kasi liat :) so many things that i want, not enough money to buy them. tapi gw pengen bikin bando sama kalung itu pake duit sendiri. beli bahan sendiri. bikin sendiri :D hope my money is enough. lol

guys' facts

2009-10-20T16:51:00.002+07:00

girls, you have to check this out!

Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.
Guys hate other flirts.
A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking! but do not generalise
Guys cry!!!
Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
Guys can never dream and hope too much.
Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow”
You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
Guys hate gays!
Guys love their moms.
A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
Like Eve, girls are guys' weaknesses.
Guys are very open about themselves.
It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
No guy is bad when he is courting
Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.
A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
Guys virtually brag about anything.
Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
Guys think too much.
Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!
Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed P**** with their girlfriends.
When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”.
Guys don’t really have final decisions.
When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him….very important.
If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
Guys like femininity not feebleness.
Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
Guys love girls who can cook or bake. ….they love u regardless.
Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.
Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed by you or he’s criticizing you.
When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
Guys hate girls who overreact. ……sometimes.
Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.

a really touching song :')

2009-10-18T14:53:00.003+07:00

you tucked me in, turned out the light
kept me safe and sound at night
little girls depend on things like that

brushed my teeth and combed my hair
had to drive me everywhere
you were always there when i looked back

you had to do it all alone
make a living, make a home
must have been as hard as it could be

and when i couldn't sleep at night
scared things wouldn't turn out right
you would hold my hand and sing to me

caterpillar in the tree
how you wonder who you'll be
can't go far but you can always dream

wish you may and wish you might
don't you worry, hold on tight
i promise you there will come a day
butterfly fly away

butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
flap your wings now you can't stay
take those dreams and make them all come true

butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
we've been waiting for this day
all along and knowing just what to do
butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

butterfly fly away
butterfly fly away
butterfly fly away
butterfly fly away

miley cyrus ft. billy ray cyrus - butterfly fly away

i wanted to cry when i heard this song because it reminded me at the times when i was growing up. i sounded like a cry baby , didn't i? well, that's how i feel about this song. enjoy :)

girls stuff ;]

2009-10-18T10:49:00.003+07:00

don't know who you are but i'm with you.

it's alright, it's ok. i'm so much better without you.

if i'm better off, better off without you boy. you make me crazier.

that you make me smile please stay for a while now.
i do it for love, love, love. you're the reason that i breath

you're the reason i still believe. all the things a girl should know

are the things she can't control.. our song is the way you laugh.

he's the song in the car i keep singing don't know why i do.

the 7 things i hate the most that you do, you make me love you

don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not baby when i know

you're only sorry you got caught. i'm not gonna write you a love

song cause you tell me it's make or breaking this if you're on

your way. i'm a big big girl in a big big world. i tell everyone

we are through cause i'm so much better without you.

i'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine

cause big girls don't cry. f*ck you f*ck you very very much. i gotta

go my own way. my life, my life would suck, would suck

without you. i do not hook up. i'll follow you

until you love me papa paparazzi.

trouble is a friend yeah.

life is a maze and love is

a riddle. i'm so over it

you were never a friend

of mine hurt at first a little

bit and now i'm so over so over it. i'm going through the same day, same place, same

way i always do my life is all white, living in black and white. hurry up and save me.

ignorance is your new

best friend. so what?

i don't need you it's just

too little too late a little

too wrong and i can't wait.

take one step at a time

there's no need to rush

it's like learning to fly

or falling in love.

i'll spread my wings

and i'll learn how

to fly i'll do what

it takes till i

touch the sky

these are lyrics from songs that were sang by girls. one color resembles lyrics from a song. try to guess every single song that's in the picture. it's fun! :D

bad mood

2009-10-17T16:44:00.001+07:00

hello bloggers :)
hari ini gw, icha , felicia , nando , choki , ferdie , dan brandon rencananya mau ke legend , studio gitu buat latihan lagu qing fei de yi o.s.t-nya meteor garden itu lo. nah kita janjian jem setengah 9 di sekolah. karena kemaren malemnya gw nginep di rumah sepupu *kasian dia sendirian :( * , gw telat dateng jadi gw nyampe di sekolah uda jem 9 kurang 15an.. nah trus gw ketemu deh ma icha , choki , felic , ma nando karena brandon ma ferdie belom dateng ya udah kita nungguin dah di sekolah. sampe uda jem 9 lewat, ferdie dateng tapi brandon blm. jadii akhirnya brandon ditinggal deh *sorry yaa* trus akhirnya gw , icha, felic, nando, ma ferdie naek taksi soalnya ferdie gak mau naek motor breng choki ma sopirnya zz. kita ikutin deh choki karena dy yg tau jalannya ke legend! ternyata di deket sushinaga letaknya walaupun agak masuk di perumahan. nah pas nyampe, ongkos taksinya ceban nah sama icha disuru ferdie dulu bayarin ahahaha trus dibayarin deh cihuy! thanks ya fer :D trus kita msk ke studionya mm.. lumayan lah tempatnya haha kita latihan" trus si choki cerita kalo misalnya ada setan di situ lgsg gw merinding ehh gw bs"nya ngeliat ada bayangan item di bawah ac nya tambah merinding deh uda disitu ada kaca gede lagi aaaa oh ya si brandon jadinya gak dateng tu gara" uda telat dan pas uda mw nyampe ke legend , kitanya mala uda mw selesei , jadi dy disuru pulang deh haha 2 jem ternyata 80.000 mahal juga yaa ckck nah mulailah gw keringat dingin. gmana gw pulang??? rmhnya pd mencar" smua. si choki sama ferdie uda pulang duluan naek motor. sumpah mereka sempit"an uda kyk maho da HAHAHA *peace men~ >laen kali gw hrs berani naek angkot sndiri hihi biar gak ngerepotin yg laen dan bonyok gw ahahaha

abis pulang ya uda gw beres" , ganti baju , trus tunggu setengah jem buat maen komp , lalu

nykp : ada tamu. jangan maen komp dulu dek

gw : udahlah gpp

nykp : jangan maen komp dek

gw : aku blm maen dari kemaren" mama

nykp : *pergi*

makanya gw bs maen skrg hahaha tamunya itu temen"nya bokap trus bokap kn ngajak makan ke puri ya uda gw pengen ikut dong tapiiii nykp gw gk blhin karena malem itu gw hrs temenin oma gw buat kondangan sepupu jauhh yg bahkan gw gk pernah ketemu ckck ya udah deh gw ditinggal grr dan gw hrs ikut oma gw. bs kyk sapi ompong gw disono huh tapi masa oma gw sendiri jadi ya uda deh gw pergi
mandi dulu ya nyiapin buat kondangan itu haha byee bloggeerrss :D

tag! you're it! :D

2009-10-12T17:02:00.002+07:00

Be honest no matter what, then tag at least 15 friends.

01. Who was your last text from?
* text is sms , right? Nikita

02. Where was your default picture taken?
* at my bus

03. Your relationship status?
* single

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
* maybe

05. What is your current mood?
* blank

06. How many siblings do you have?
* two

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
* Big bro : Kevin , little bro : Adjie

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
* somewhere peaceful

09. Have a crazy side?
* OF COURSE. everyone has a crazy side LOL

10. Ever had a near death experience?
* nope and i hope never

11. Something you do a lot?
* play anything!

12. Angry at anyone?
* no

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
* i don't like anyone right now

14. When was the last time you cried?
* last week , i think

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
* don't know

16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
* dream!

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
* Priscil

18. What is your favorite song?
* currently i love Adrian Martadinata - Kuingin Kau Tahu

19. What are you doing right now?
* answering this stupid questions. =.=

20. Who do you trust right now?
* family and friends

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
* Hong Kong

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
* NO!!

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
* Verena :D

24. Describe your life in one word?
* unique

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
* blank

26. What should you be doing right now?
* take a bath

27. What are you listening to?
* Miley Cyrus & Billy Ray Cyrus - Butterfly Fly Away

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
* grandma

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
* mom :(

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
* of course.

31. What is your natural hair colour?
* black!

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
* my class LOL

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
* ...

34. What do you hear?
* Ne-Yo - Because Of You

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
* wavy

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
* nope and i don't want to be called that word

37. Do you have a best friend?
* yes!

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
* nope

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
* yup

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
* once :p

41. Are you happy with life right now?
* don't know

42. Are you currently jealous?
* no

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
* earrings

44. What were you doing last Friday?
* listening to RAN - Thank God It's Friday :D

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
* absolutely

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
* i don't think so but if i ever broke one, i'm sorry ):

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
* no

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
* i can't remember it

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
* mm.. 3am , cause i was forced to watch the world cup with my dad and my brother -.-

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
* not... yet :p

i got this from Gabriela Warpsinski
well, i think i'm going to tag all of you who reads this (:
cause i don't know who i'm going to tag.

WTH!

2009-10-12T16:27:00.001+07:00

okey jadi hari ini 12.10.09 gw kira ni ari bakal kayak biasa aja ternyata pas jem pelajaran terakhir, inggris, ada sidak! untung gw gak gk bawa apa² -.- tapi pas pemeriksaannya itu lo yg gw gelii sumpah! jadii kan cewe disuru baris di dpn pintu trus cowo di dpn whiteboard nah gw kira bakal biasa doang lah di-sidak-nya dipegang di bag. samping doang ehhhhh ternyata bag. 'itu' juga dipegang *sama guru cewe ya* BUSET da! langsung panik da sekelas uda dipegangnya di dpn cowo lgi swt =_____________= " gw yg pertama lagi mamam! cowo juga dipegang 'itu' nya tentu saja sama guru cowo. udah kyk pelecehan seksual CKCK dr kelas gw yg kena itu jea , riskiat , ma lauren. jea tip-ex nya disita kalo riskiat ma lauren yg gw liat c buku cerpen gituu (pdhal buat tugas lo) ckck sama dompet kesita krn di dlmnya ada apaa gitu gw lupa kalo gk salah c duitnya yg kesita trus banyak laa yg kesita secara kita gk nyangka bgt kalo ari tu mw ada sidak ya mw gmana lagi yg kesita gk blh dikembaliin kecuali diambil ma ortu. gw kasian ama yg bw hp, bs dibayangin kalo diambil ma ortu pasti ntar tu anak dimarahin. aduh sabar aja ya yg kena sitaa :( kita juga gak bisa apa² kalo uda kyk gituu

yah begitulah nd kadang² tak disangka bs mengadakan sidak yg manteb mw gmana lagi coba. kita gk bs ngap²in ~.~

atmostfear!

2009-09-30T15:53:00.001+07:00

hey hey bloggers (:

last sunday i went to fx and guess what guess what?

i tried the atmostfear! at first, it was scary but after i tried it the second time i got addicted with the speed lol

that's me! :D

oh i just remembered, you have to wear a helmet, a jacket, and knee pads so that you won't get hurt if you get knocked into the tunnels.

i didn't get to photo the atmostfear itself because the slide was very long *from the 7th floor until ground floor!

i want to ride it again SOON! XD

pantai ujung genteng ! :D :D

2009-09-25T17:49:00.010+07:00

hey bloggers :D
i want to tell you about my vacation to pantai ujung genteng hahaha 22.09.09 - 24.09.09
mungkin banyak yg blm tau ni pantai *gw aja gk afal" tu nama ampe gw nyampe tempatnya* letaknya di jawa barat bag. selatan perjalanannya itu nyampe 7 jem-an termsk kita stop di rest area. gw pergi ke sana breng keluarga gw dan keluarganya tmen bokap gw.

day 1

jln dri rmh jem stgh 7 pagi! stop di rest area bntr mw mkn mie ayam dulu hihi :p trus kita jln lgi brp jem-an gitu sampe kita nyampe di bukit" nah dari situ uda keliatan tu sebenernya pantainya cuma ternyata *jreng! kita harus lewatin 3 bukit trus jalanannya kelok" beh! begitu ngelewatin bukit yg pertama aja uda mabok gw, pas lewatin yg 2 lagi uda kyk HELL! X( nykp gw ud nyiapin plastik tu buat gw muntah tapi thank God gw gak muntah :D dan akhirnyaaaa kita nyampe di Villa Pak Ujang yey! kita dapet rumah no. 6 ~ lapangannya luas looo :) abs itu kita unpack dulu trus lunch deh kalo gak salah makan nasi ama sop sosis yang dibuat nykp *yummy :p* kira" jem 5 kita ke pantai deh! nungguin sunset trus bokap gw foto" hasilnya bagusss (y)

pantai ujung genteng! (y)

O.O

aaaa my hair ><"

me, my mom, and my brothers :)

me and my brother looking at the big wave

i was looking at my brothers lol

anginnya kencengggg hampir aja gw terbang hahaha

sunset!

and thenn kita pulang mandi makan nasi goreng buatan tante ina hehe *nasgornya enakkkkkkkk tante!* masang kembang api trus tidur deh zzz

day 2

gw ditinggal tau gak! gw kn bangun kesiangan *maklum liburan~ nah yg laen pd ud liat sunrise di pantai huhhhhhhhh abs itu seperti biasa kita ke pantai lgi hihi nyari kerang maen air bikin bendungan pasir hahaha seruuu trus om rudi sama ade gw akting kyk ketiup angin gitu hahahahaha ngakak trus pura" ngemis ama ngko gw hahahahaha kocak daa dan kita lunch di warung gitu cumi bakarnya enakk walopun asin dan setelah sekian lamanya gw baru nyadar gw makan tiap saat di ujung genteng hahahaha gak tau knp semoga gw tambah 2 ato 3 kg da! amin :D oh ya om rudi sama bokap gw masang tenda di lapangannya buat ade gw hahaha parahnya ade gw yg minta" mala gk dipke ma dy hahahahaha nah malemnya ini dia serem >< rencananya kita mau liat penyu betelur kta org itu jem 8 ato jem 9 ya udah abs kita mkn trus maen di pantai lgi ngko gw ma ade gw mancing, ayu sama om rudi nyari kerang hahaha sayangnya sunsetnya gk keliatan lagi soalnya ketutupan awan semua aaaaa =.=

my big brother *taken by me*

lanjut deh ke tempat penakaran penyu. jalannya lewat hutan gitu trus gk da lampu sama sekali jadi cuma lampu mobil doang uda gitu kita cuma sendiri lagi satu" nya mobil di situ merinding gw lewat situ uda jalanannya rusak jadinya makin serem setelah sejem kita nyampe di sono tiap org bayar goceng krn kita b8 jadinya 40ribu tu dtng" ke sana kita mkn popmie dulu buat ganjel perut trus ada pengumuman pke toa ktanya penyunya blm mau betelur kira" jem 10an bru ada beh! =___= ya uda kita nunggu dong masa balik. banyak org mulai dateng trus AKHIRNYA ktanya penyunya uda dateng lgsg pd lari" nerobos msk ke pantai uda jalan ke pantainya berat pasirnya itu lo grr eh dtng" penyunya ud dikerubutin org nah yg gw bingungnya setau gw kn penyu betelur itu gali lobang di pasir trus naro telurnya kn? tapi disono pasir"nya kn diinjek"in org *yg nerobos itu ada puluhan orgnya* uda gitu namanya mlm ya kn gelap bawa senter gw aja ampe pegangan sama ayu trus kita didorong ma org" huhh penyunya gedeeee bgt trus cuma 1 yg gw bingung lagi kok penyunya gak takut dikerubutin orang"? hahaha ckck trus kita balik nah untungnya pas kita pulang mobilnya ada banyak jadinya uda gak serem lagi deh :D pas nyampe di rumah uda jem 11 an tu tapi pada belom tidur hahaha masi ngobrol" di teras sampe akhirnya kami para anak" *gw, ayu, sama ade gw* tidur hahahaha

day 3

yahhhh 3 ari kok kayaknya cepet bgt yaa uda waktunya pulang nooooo tadinya kita mau liat waterfall di cikaso cuma kata tmennya nykp gw, hrsnya kn ada 3 air terjun skrg cuma tinggal 1 soalnya kemarau huh :( pagi" kita packing trus jem stgh 11 kita pulang di tengah jln yg kelok" itu gw tidur 2x hahahahahaha gw uda gk mabok lagi yiipee~ trus kita jalan ke pelabuhan ratu buat lunch dgn view pantai hahay! mkn seafood seperti biasa trus ade gw maen pesawat"an sterefoam gitu hahaha trus kita ke org jual"an tapi tak satupun barang yg menarik hati gw HAHAHA lalu kita pulang waktunya tidur lagi~ sampe jem 7 an kita stop di rest area *BADAI BADAI!* kita 'berteduh' di KFC. biasa permohonan ade nah ampe jem 8 an kita nunggu di sono hujannya gk berhenti" ya uda deh kita jalan juga dan ajaibnya gw ada temen sama" takut petir hahahaha ayu kita sama *tos* uda keliatan lagi kilatnya deket lagi ma mobil gw ckck akhirnya jem 9 an nyampe juga di rmh adu gila punggung gw encok ampe kyknya mw patah lebay bgt ==

berakhirlah liburan gw kali ini hihi seneng juga ke pantai yang masih jernih airnya biru airnya haha walopun jalannya jauh tapi worth it (:

tony roma's ♥ + ausi!

2009-09-20T20:29:00.007+07:00

helloo bloggers (:

hari ini 20.09.09
gw mkn di tony roma's trus gw mkn babyback ribs aduh sumpah rasanya maknyosssss! hahaha sayangnya gw gk foto tu ribs absnya batere hp gw abis aaaaa pdhal gw mkn tu ribs mungkin cuma sekali seumur idup! harganya men! beh! begitu liat tagihannya aja lgsg syok! gileeee gk bkl gw mkn di situ lgi buat mkn ribs yg babyback itu aja gw hrs nabung 2 bulan dulu ckck gw gk bkl mkn di situ kecuali klo ada yg traktir gw hahahahaha *ada yg mw traktir gw? haha*
trus kn gw pergi ke situ breng oma, sepupu, om, sama tante :D mereka pada rekomen gw buat studi di luar negeri~ omg! kta mereka inggris gw bagus dan harus dikembangkan *haha makasii tapi gk kyk gitu juga tante :p* dan ktanya gw mw dicariin beasiswa buat ke luar hmm klo dipikir skrg c pasti gw ngerasa gw gk bkl bs hidup mandiri sendiri tanpa ortu secara gw tu tergantung ma mereka rasanya aneh aja kalo gk da mereka setiap saat tapi emang kita harus belajar mandiri juga pada akhirnya contoh : sepupu gw aja ampe niat pengen tinggal di melbourne terus gk pengen balik lgi haha gw nebeng di tempat dy aja klo disana hahahhaha *yayayayaya ko? :D* gw juga pngen liat ausi kyk gmana haha jadi ya gw msi mikir" tpi klo gw emg ikut program scholarship itu klo misalnya gw punya cowo di indo trus kuliah gw ke ausi aaaaaa msa ldr? *buset pikirannya jauh bner haha* kecuali klo cowo gw ikut sama gw kuliah di ausi jugaa hahahaha ya namanya mimpi haha ya bottom line : gw ngerasa gw gk sanggup hidup mandiri + sendiri jadi gimana dong? bingung hahaha

meraih mimpi

2009-09-14T16:22:00.003+07:00

yup ini dia!
film 3D pertama buatan INDONESIA tercinta
aih indo makin keren daa hahaha

Dana (Gita Gutawa), terpaksa mengikuti tradisi patriarkis di kampungnya dan juga dominasi penguasa tuan tanah yang membebani keluarganya dan seluruh kampung dengan pajak tanah yang keterlaluan. Padahal sebenarnya tuan tanah Pairot, berniat mengusir warga demi membangun perhotelan dan kasino. Perjalanan Dana menjadi sangat unik ketika ia sadar bahwa hanya dengan memenangkan kompetisi beasiswa untuk melanjutakan sekolahnya, ia dapat berjuang melawan ketidakadilan ini

Ditemani dengan binatang-binatang hutan dan Rai (Patton ‘Idola Cilik’) adiknya, Dana tidak hanya berhasil mendapatkan beasiswa, tetapi mereka juga menemukan rahasia tuan tanah akan identitasnya yang sebenarnya

Meraih Mimpi adalah kisah anak perempuan dan keluarganya yang mencintai binatang dan lingkungan dan tak berhenti bermimpi dan berjuang

looking forward to watch it :D

mid! SH*T!

2009-09-10T14:35:00.005+07:00

hey blog ud lama gk ktemu
hahahhahahahahahahahahahaha

gw ud going crazy ni gk tau knp hahahaha
selaen crazy gilaa bneran
crazy gilaa krn stress mikirin mid

nd bnr" da huhhhhhhhhh mid 3 ari LIBUR mid lgi 3 ari
kyk gk niat ksi nak liburan
msa libur belajar c
sh*t la!

ud gitu pas lebaran mbak pulang jdinya tmbh emosi!
jdi tukang sapu pel nyuci piring siapin makanan nyetrika nyuci beresin kamar nyiremin taneman
buset da byk bner hahahahaha

trnyata pembantu kerjanya banyak ya jdi salut gw ma tenaganya ahhahahahaha
wish i can have that energy!

inilah jadwal mid yg sumpah pngen gw robek bakar musnahkan!

senin 14.09.09

mid : bi - pkn

+pel : ktk - mat

*bi - pkn : not so bad
**ktk : (y) **mat : zzz

selasa, 15.09.09

mid : ipa - ktk

+pel : ing - agm

*ipa : WTF?!
**ing : zzz **agm : [=] bebas!

rabu, 16.09.09

mid : mat - ing

+pel : fis - bio

*mat - ing : yeah ;p
**fis - bio : ZZZ!

HOLIDAY~

senin, 28.09.09

mid : ips - agm

+pel : fis - bio

*ips : SH*T! *agm : hihi ;D
**fis - bio : AGAIN?! ZZZ!

selasa, 29.09.09

mid : adm - plkj

+pel : eng-lab - pkn

*adm - plkj : goodd
**eng-lab - pkn : zz

rabu, 30.09.09

mid : tik

+pel : tik

***tik : yoaaaaaaaaaa [seneng krn ud selesei doang tu mid hahahaha]

advice please

2009-09-06T09:03:00.005+07:00

my teacher said that every second people change. don't care if it's for good or for bad.

well i thought ' hmm.. is that the reason why i feel that he is making a distance between us? '
it's been a week since i talked, chatted, or texted with him
i tried to text him once but he didn't reply
and finally yesterday i just bought a XL number [ ask me ;b ]
and i texted him with my new number and told him it was me
he quickly replied with a simple laugh
emm hello? don't you think it's so irritating argh!
i don't understand how this boy thinks
i bought the number because of him! [ and others ]
it's been a week and i miss him!
i miss his laugh! i miss his jokes!
and he could only said that
hhhhhh....

i think i could exploud right now because of my anger

what the hell is the reason why he hasn't been online for a week?!
studying? maybe.

any advice guys?

* and it turned out his internet was broken haha

you belong with me

2009-08-25T19:04:00.007+07:00

you're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
she's going off about something that you said
cause she doesn't get your humor like i do

i'm in the room, it's a typical tuesday night
i'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like i do

but she wears short skirts, i wear t-shirts
she's cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers
dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

if you could see that i'm the one who understands you
been here all along, so why can't you see?
you, you belong with me, you belong with me

walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
i can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
hey, isn't this easy?

and you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
i haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
you say you're fine, i know you better than that
hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

she wears high heels, i wear sneakers
she's cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers
dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

if you could see that i'm the one who understands you
been here all along, so why can't you see?
you belong with me

standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know?
baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

oh, i remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
i'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
and i know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
think i know where you belong, think i know it's with me

can't you see that i'm the one who understands you?
been here all along, so why can't you see?
you belong with me

standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time, how could you not know?
baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

you belong with me
have you ever thought just maybe
you belong with me? you belong with me

i think my heart is singing you belong with me - taylor swift

gogirl! writing competition

2009-08-23T14:43:00.004+07:00

heyyyyy :D
i'm making a short story for Gogirl!
here's the sinopsis

Cerita ini tentang seorang gadis berusia 17 tahun. Ia bersekolah di SMA Bangsa dan menjadi ketua OSIS. Namanya Shinta. Semua orang mengira kehidupannya sempurna. Keluarga yang mapan, teman-teman yang baik, kekasih yang perhatian dan menyayanginya. Tapi yang semua orang tak tahu adalah kehidupannya tidak sesempurna seperti yang mereka pikirkan. Banyak kejadian yang kadang membuat Shinta kesal ataupun sedih. Hingga akhirnya ia menemukan suatu cara untuk mengubah hidupnya menjadi bahagia...

i made stories a lot but i didn't finish all of them
i only do things if i have the mood to do it haha

the prize, the terms and conditions {details} :
read Gogirl! July 2009 w/ Emma Watson as its cover x]

juicy red

2009-08-21T12:25:00.004+07:00

i want the RED dress!

singalongsong (:

2009-08-21T12:00:00.005+07:00

i wrote this song. it's not too long cause i've been thinking 'bout you
i wrote this song. maybe i'm wrong to be caught up about you

well i don't know what you think 'bout me. maybe you think nothing at all
but maybe you could just lie to me and we could be in love you see

reff :
oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
it's when i think about you that i hear songs
and you can singalong maybe if you want to
cause baby i wrote this, i wrote this for you

i wrote this song. it's not too long cause i'm the one who loves you
i wrote this song. this can't be wrong, i don't wanna smile without you

well, i just want to make you happy, but maybe you want nothing at all
and how i wish that you're meant to be forever and a day with me

reff

in everyway you mean more to me than you'll ever know
boy i'll do my best to show these words are true
and if you'd like to make a song and be a perfect harmony with me
oh i'd find the greatest words to sing so we could write our own romance

reff 2x

cause baby i wrote this, i wrote this for you..

wish i could say that i made this song by myself
but the song is Khalil Fong - Singalongsong [english]
it's a really nice song :]

independence day [ part 2 : the ceremony ] \\ curhat colongan ;b

2009-08-19T15:54:00.004+07:00

okey it was 17.08.09
my school held a ceremony to honour our heroes who made Indonesia independent!
the ceremony started at 07.00
there were elementary school, jhs, shs students and there were kindergarden's marching band and elementary school's marching band
since i woke up late, i didn't eat breakfast so i was starving and dizzy during the ceremony
fortunately i got the strength to stay 'alive' during the ceremony

oh yeah and since 2 days ago from that day
i got a fight *you remember it, right grace?
and it made my heart sick like HELL
my friends told me that i had to forget about him
but until now
i'm still confused
i didn't expect him to be rude like that
it's so weird of him
i don't know what to do or what to think about that time
and i have to keep telling myself 'JUST MOVE ON!'
don't think about him
keep myself busy
it's just hard to lose someone like him :'(

can you help me - usher

2009-08-19T15:12:00.005+07:00

living on the edge, out of control, and the world just won't let me slow down,
but in my biggest picture, was a photo of you and me
girl (boy) you know i tried, i work hard to provide all that material things that i thought would make you happy
i'm confused can you make me understand, cause i try to give u the best of me,
i thought we were cool, maybe i was blind, but never took time to see

can you help me? tell me what you want from me
can you help me? tell me why you wanna leave
baby help me, without you my whole world is falling apart and i'm going crazy,
life is a prison when you're in love alone.

oh girl (boy) i love you,
[i need u to come back home]
you know, i don't wanna be alone

oh i..

girl (boy) i put your love up on a shelf, and i guess i just left it to die,
and now we're not together cause, i hurt you too many times,
and now you're not around,
i wish for every moment of time that got wasted, we used it to make sweet love,
baby be my guide, please take my hand, want you to know that i got ya if you need it,
don't wanna be on the outside, lookin in, i gotta have you girl (boy) can't you see...

can you help me? tell me what you want from me
can you help me? tell me why you wanna leave
baby help me, cause without you my whole world is falling apart,
and without you i think i'll go crazy,
life is a prison when you're in love alone.

(oh girl (boy) i love you), need you to come back home,
(you know i need you), i don't want to be alone

please stay don't go, give me another chance
i wanna be your man (girl)
girl (boy) you got me down here on my knees cry, beg and plead
i' ll do anything for your love

would you help me? tell me what you want from me
will u help me? i don't understand girl (boy) i'm just a man (girl)
[help me]
can you help me? without you my whole world is falling apart
and without you girl (boy) i'm going crazy
life is a prison without your love

can u help me? tell me why, why, why, why, why, why
can u help me? girl (boy) i'm here this time because you're all i got
can u help me? help me understand why i can't be your man (girl)
it's driving me crazy
crazy, crazy, crazy....

the song in my heart : can you help me - usher

bogor! yipee~

2009-08-17T09:57:00.005+07:00

heyhey :]
yesterday i went with my mom-dad and little brother to bogor.
it was awesome! at the rest area on the highway, i bought some shorts.
and then we continued our journey *lol* to bogor.
we drove to katulampa which is a dam.
there was an outbound area but it was too wet there and since we didn't bring any clothes,we went to another outbound area but this time it was larger and there were many games and guess what there were shoe and bags shops yeah!
my little brother and i played water ball which is a game where we're in a ball [ like a hamster ball ] and then the ball is pushed into the water so we can walk in the water.
but since the water seems so hard, my wound sting again! ouch!
then my mom and i checked out the shops but there was nothing that's good :(
after we bought some crackers and milk, we went home but on the way home we went to stasiun tas! i found this cute cow bag kyaa! XD

and then we went home. we arrived home at 8.42 pm.
it was a rough day
i'm so tired. so i go straight to bed :]

over it - katherine mcphee

2009-08-16T10:05:00.005+07:00

i'm over your lies and i'm over your games
i'm over you asking me when you know i'm not okay
you call me at night and i pick up the phone
and though you be tellin' me, i know you're not alone

oh and that's why
your eyes... i'm over it
your smile... i'm over it
realized... i'm over it, i'm over it, i'm over

reff :
for wanting you to be wanting me
no that ain't no way to be
how i feel , read my lips
because i'm so over...
( i'm sorry )

moving on , it's my time
you never were a friend of mine
hurt at first a little bit
but now i'm so over

i'm so over it...

i'm over your hands and i'm over your mouth
trying to drag me down and fill me with self doubt

oh, and that's why
your world, i'm over it
so sure, i'm over it
i'm not your girl, i'm over it
i'm over it, i'm over

reff

so over it
i'm so over Iit

oh--oh--oh--oh

don't call , don't come by
ain't no use don't ask me why
you'll never change
there'll be no more cryin' in the rain

oh--oh--oh-oh
oh--oh
i'm over It

reff

so over it
i'm so over it
i'm over it

i'm just singing my heart now and the song is over it - katherine mcphee

it's business

2009-08-15T11:57:00.003+07:00

Necklace by Minimarket
Handbag by Sandqvist
Ring by H&M
Blouse by Coast
Top by French Connection
Bracelet by Hermès
Tights by Camilla Norrback
Wedges by Marc by Marc Jabobs

independence day [ part 1 : the competition ]

2009-08-15T09:33:00.005+07:00

i was supposed to write this yesterday but since my big brother used the computer all day! i have to write it today

14.08.09
we had to wear our sport uniform. the good news is we could wear sport shoes [don't have to be black] yiipee~
i brought my handphone that day because i taught we could take some pictures for that special day but instead my teachers told us that we had to give them our handphones so that it wouldn't get lost so i gave them my handphone and unfortunately we had to make a statement letter *surat pernyataan* that said we won't bring our handphone to school ever again ckckck
to make things worse, i fell and hit an iron bar *omg!* it hurts like HELL [ until now ] and bleeded.
my friends brought me to the school's clinic and took care of my wound. i cried like a baby because the medicine made my wound sting! and then my friend said that i had to lay down for a while but i don't want to because i couldn't wait there and be quiet like a fool. so i took my bag and walked to the field to watch the competition.

here's the list of the competition:
*abang none {finding the most talented boy and girl from the school }
*puisi {poetry} = i lost but it's okay :]
*masak {cooking} = when they were helding this competition, i fell because i ran around trying to test all the food lol
*lipsing = the funniest competition but i couldn't see it because i had to help my friends in the cooking competition
*tarik tambang {tug of war} = it made a sandstorm wakakak
*makan kerupuk {eat crackers} = my class won yeay~!
*futdas {play ball w/ pj-s} = it's really funny!
*sliding ball {slide ball to the finish line using a half cut pipe} = i didn't see it but i think my class won! [again] wkwk

that's a lot of competition for one day
and i got a lot of injuries ==

* both knees are wounded *
* my shoulder is killing me! *
* i got a scar on my hand *

it looked like i was bit by something -.-"

oh yeah i got my handphone back when the competition finished. there was a line just to get their handphones back ckckckck our teachers reaaly got a bag of phones lol there were many BB's too ;b w/ all sorts of colors

and i got home and sleep..sleep..sleep..
hope my injuries get better :]

modern tribal

2009-08-13T19:05:00.004+07:00

i remembered an article in Gogirl! about tribal patterns.
i thought it was cute :]
that's why i made this set. hihi

hope you like it , bloggers~

another stupid mistake

2009-08-13T18:06:00.005+07:00

how can i be so stupid?
always make everybody angry
especially "nyolot" with my friend
"nyolot" means that you deliberately offend people's feelings
i did it because i'm sick of him talking about something to me
i should have told him the truth that i don't like him talking about it
rather than being "nyolot" to him
i'm so mean by doing that

if he reads this, i just want to say i'm really sorry i didn't mean to make you angry. to offend your feelings :'( pleaseee forgive me i've made a mistake and i'm terribly sorry for that

i think maybe it's too late to apologize now but i just hope you'll forgive me pleasee i'm really sorry

the truth is i really love spending time with you
you make me laugh
you make me feel good when i'm sad

can we still be friends? pleasee :'(

looklet

2009-08-12T18:04:00.005+07:00

hey bloggers :]
i just played looklet and look. here's my first look.
what do you guys think? hihi

i really loved the fact that we got to choose our models and backgrounds and everything.
it made us feel like we were having a photoshoot and we were the fashion editor. lol.
so much fun~

polyvore

2009-08-12T16:08:00.005+07:00

since i saw that my friend was still playing polyvore, so i decide i should start playing it [again].
i think i haven't played polyvore for maybe 3 months. wow that's a lot of time!
i just finished this new set. i called it random since i don't know what i should do with my first comeback set

random by gabrielaagraciaa featuring Juicy Couture bags

i don't know if it's good or bad but i think it's quite nice actually :]

polyvore : gabrielaagraciaa http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/profile?id=748794

if you have a polyvore account, please add me thanks before.

polyvore is a website where you can make your own designs of sets consist of clothes, bags, accessories, etc. it's a great place for fashion lovers.

my cousin-in-law made an account in looklet. i want to check it out.
see you next time bloggers~

if i were a boy

2009-08-10T16:54:00.005+07:00

if i were a boy, what would i do?

annoy girls! [seriously why do boys love to do that]
stay for a night at a friend's home [girls can't do that]
go anywhere by myself!
go home late without parents asking why
tahan ditonjok! lol
help my dad with the mechanic stuff he needs to repair
play till drop! ;p
know what my brothers are thinking [as a boy]
learn how to treat girls right
have fun when watching soccer tournament! GOAL!
pake baju acakadul
be silly all the time

that's all what i can think of now..
if i found something else, i will gladly add that to this list ;] teehee~

RAWR!

2009-08-09T18:25:00.004+07:00

gilaa sakit bgt kaki gw
abis ditabrak skateboard ade
rasanya tulangnya kegeser gitu
jadi klo dipegang lgsg nyeri
gilaaa gw nangis bo! [ tmben ]
gra" ade gw huhhhh
gw gmpr tu anak ampe merah bru tau rasaa
grrr!

ada yg mw pijitin gk?
ntar dibayar kok wkwk

ehem.

2009-08-07T17:24:00.007+07:00

Your jokes brighten my day but sometimes I wonder. If you are joking all the time, how do I know if you meant everything that you said to me? I believe you, I know that but still I’m not certain. My fears of being hurt again really makes my heart ache because you’re just like that jerk ( I already told you, right? ). The way you make me laugh by your silly acts really reminds me of that jerk. I’m starting to feel confused. You don’t even call me my special name anymore. I don’t know why but for me it felt like you’re starting to go apart from me. You once said “Without you, it’s lonely here.” Do you mean it? I don’t know. I’m already a broken porcelain doll. If I get hurt again, I think I will be a destroyed porcelain doll. I won’t force my feelings to you but please just accept it and don’t walk away. Fyi, you are the first boy that I told about my ‘problems’. Don’t you see how special you are for me? I know you don’t feel the same way that I do ( maybe? ) because now you seem hard to reach. I don’t want you to remember me because you got a new rank or a new achievement in your game, but I want you to remember me for who I am, not what I play. I just hope you realize that. I really hope you do. I’m not perfect I tell you that. I’m perfectly imperfect ( you told me that ). You’re different, boy ( different in a good way ) so please stay by my side. Make my days brighter. Please stay by my side as a friend or ( I hope ) a boyfriend but I don’t care about that. It doesn’t matter to me if you think of me as just a friend just please stay by my side. I know that I’m selfish. Just please consider this if you want to walk away from my life. I tell you right now even if you did walk away from my life, I won’t forget you. For me, as long as you are happy, I’m happy too. And that’s my opinion of love. As long as you’re happy, I’m happy :]

lucky :]

2009-08-07T09:50:00.005+07:00

do you hear me
i'm talking to you
across the water
across the deep blue ocean
under the open sky
oh my, baby i'm trying

boy i hear you
you're in my dreams
i feel your whisper across the sea
i keep you with me in my heart
you make it easier when life gets hard

lucky i'm in love with my best friend
lucky to have been where i have been
lucky to be coming home again

they don't know how long it takes
waiting for a love like this
every time we say goodbye
iwish we had one more kiss
i'll wait for you, i promise you i will

lucky i'm in love with my best friend
lucky to have been where i have been
lucky to be coming home again
lucky we're in love in every way
lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
lucky to be coming home someday

and so i'm sailing through the sea
to an island where we'll meet
you'll hear the music fill the air
i'll put a flower in your hair

though the breezes through the trees
move so pretty, you're all i see
as the world keeps spinning round

you hold me right here right now

lucky i'm in love with my best friend
lucky to have been where i have been
lucky to be coming home again
lucky we're in love in every way
lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
lucky to be coming home someday

boys.. boys..

2009-08-06T14:49:00.005+07:00

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys love flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.

5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!!!!!!

14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate gays!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys' weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting.

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them. (oh nooooo!)

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

59. Guys don't really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships

hidup itu sulit kn? *life is hard, isn't it?

2009-08-02T18:30:00.004+07:00

hidup itu sulit kn?
tugas yg numpuk
ulangan yg sulit
masalah cinta masalah temen masalah keluarga
banyak banget alasan yg kita bisa sebut di sini ttg hidup kita yg sulit
tpi apa lu gk prna tau ada org yg kehidupannya lebih sulit dr kita?
org yg bahkan dlm seari aja gk bs mkn
anak yg gk bs sklh krn ortunya gk mampu biayain
ok mungkin gw juga sring ngeluh hidup itu sulit
tapi walopun kyk gitu gw tetep pngen buat hidup org laen jdi lebi bae
gw gk pduli mw hidup gw sulit
y biarin aja krn keadaan emg kyk gitu tpi gw percaya GOD pasti bkl bntu gw ngelewatin itu
jdi gw pngen bgt berenti dri kebiasaan gw yg sring ngeluh
yg bsnya cuma ngomel
gw pngen bntu org yg hidupnya lebih susah dr gw
gw hrs berusaha!

*life is hard, isn't it?
homeworks
tests
love problems
problems with your friends
family problems
there are many reasons why we say that our lifes are hard
but do you ever know about people whose life is harder then yours?
people that don't even eat in a day
kids who can't study at school because their parents can't afford it
okay maybe i often complain about my hard life
but eventhough i often do that i want other people's lifes to be better
i don't care if my life is hard
just let it be hard but i know GOD will help me get through it
so i want to quit from my complaining habit
that i can only be angry at everybody
i want to help people whose lifes are harder than mine
i have to try!

i miss u 8a :( :(

2009-07-18T07:53:00.004+07:00

kita gk bakal tau btapa kita keilangan seseorg sblm tu org ilang dri idup kita..
ni bner bgt man!
gw kngen bgt ma kls 8a :(
gw kngen ma keributannya [kls gw skrg gk seribut dulu :( ]
gw kngen ma org2nya [ cowo maupun cewe ]
gw kngen ma ejekan2nya [ weis~ jdi rame bgt klo kyk gitu ]
pas manda nyirem minyak telon ke choky
pas aaron isengnya minta ampun >< [ laen kli injek kakinya lisa lgi! ;p ] pas tepen jdi joe sandy gadungan [ tu anak ma srius amet bljr sulapnya ~.~ ] pas pel agm ribut ampe tu kls kyk pasar di kapal pecah [?] kegokilan fenia ma fika keisengan grace tertawa skls gw kngen smua itu! ><

gw pngen kls kita tetep jdi
aaron - adhika - amanda - grace - marza - andrian [ini mah siuh~ gw kgk trima] - arnold - ceel - dayu - fenia - gaby - jea - lauren - lisa - steffi - tasya - priscil - ramzi - reinardo - sean - sekar- tepen - taufi - fika - vero - victor - vinlie - michelle

ampe kgnnya gw afal tu :( :(

huaa i miss u guys so much!

plurk all the way!

2009-07-06T11:20:00.003+07:00

hey guys!
ud lama juga ya gw gk ngeblog.. haha
maklum blm da inspirasi :9
nah, gw ktemu plurk
website kyk twitter gitu cuma kyknya lebih gampang aja
ya di situ kita cuma nulis2 status, kesukaan kita, & blablabla
trus org laen tanggepin d
tpi ada yg namanya karma
klo ud byk kita bs pke emoticon yg bru trus ada karakter juga
cuma klo kita gk sring buka plurk karma kita bakal dipotong [sadis amet!]
y gw bru bikin 2 ari yg lalu
tmen gw msi dikit bgt >< soalnya plurk msi blm byk yg tau walopun di plurk ini gk da app kyk fs ato fb tpi mayan sru kok bs gnti2 status tiap menit juga blh haha trus kita juga bs share video youtube, link, ato fto gw lgi sneng2nya plurk ni! gk tau juga kpn gw brhenti soalnya gw tipenya bsenan begitu mnurut gw ud gk bs ngap2in lgi [cma bs gitu2 doang] gw psti lgsg stop lakuin tu jdi add skrg ya! mumpung gw blm bsen! :D hahaha

- Gabrielaa :)

birthday

2009-06-28T20:54:00.002+07:00

guess what?
i'm 14 yrs old now..
wow..
i just realized that i'm grown up
i'm not a little kid who can do nothing without anyone's help
i'm a big girl who can (has!) to take care of herself
that's why i have to start grow up!
i know it's hard but i have to do it
sooner or later i have to do it anyway
so why don't do it now?
the sooner the better
that's why i have to do it
and from now on
i have to think, act, say like a big girl..
i know i can if i try it :D

extraordinary holiday :)

2009-06-21T18:26:00.006+07:00

yah..
emang liburan gw tak bisa dijelaskan dgn kta2.. (bhs gw gitu bgt haha)
gw maen breng ade gw
buka fb
dngerin musik
hangout (jarang bgt -.-")

y gw gk bs prgi kluar kota lama2
soalnya nyokap gw kn bru gnti krjaan bru bln lalu
jdi gk bs cuti
jdilah 3 anak menderita di rmh (gk bs diblng mndrita c tpi y bgitulah)
gk da krjaan..

eheh
gw snang bgt lo
critanya kn mobil gw kn mogok pas nyokap gw lgi ke pasar (ampe diderek sgala)
jdinya ngko gw yg nganterin gw
gk sprti biasanya dy ngnterin gw ampe sklh (biasanya gw hrs nyebrang dulu)
thank you koko :3 ♥

MUSTwatch film : garuda di dadaku [pel yg bs diambil byk bgt!film indonesia emang mkin mantep!]

MUSThear song : daughtry - over you [keren! :D]

happy holiday guys!

N.B. : 7 ari lgi! haha XD
bosan!! T.T
ada yg dtng ke rmh gw dong maen >.<
jdi gw gk lonely di rmh..
pa lgi pas smua prgi
home alone da gw..

meraih mimpi

2009-06-19T08:38:00.003+07:00

gw kn lgi dngerin 98.7 gen fm [dngerin ya lgunya enak2 (promosi xp) ]
trus diputerin lgunya j-rocks yg meraih mimpi
mmm.. catchy agak ngebeat
iseng2 gw cri liriknya
ternyata artinya bgs bgt lo!
bru tau gw lgu ni jdi tema MTV Staying Alive 2008
hebat kn?
ni liriknya..

mari berlari meraih mimpi
menggapai langit yang tinggi
jalani hari dengan berani
tegaskan suara hati

* kuatkan diri dan janganlah kau ragu
takkan ada yang hentikan langkahmu

Reff :
ya..ya! kita kan terus berlari
ya..ya! takkan berhenti di sini
ya..ya! marilah meraih mimpi
indah! hingga nafas tlah berhenti

ku akan bertahan hadapi rintangan
perlahan-lahan dan menang
jalani hari dengan berani
tegaskan suara hati

* , Reff

tak ada yang tak mungkin
bila kita yakin
pastilah engkau dapati

Reff 2x

mantep ni buat ningkatin semangat!
krn emang kita bs meraih mimpi

krn tak ada yang tak mungkin~! :)

- Gabrielaa :)

holiday~! XD

2009-06-13T20:09:00.006+07:00

huahahahaha
akhirnya libur jugaaa
FREEDOM~! XD

pergilah stress~!
never come back~!
hahaha

akhirnya stlh 1 taon belajar
libur lgi
hehehe

begitu selesei ulum ma krisma
lgsg cabut ke puri
buat rayain ultah marza~!

* puri :D

finally..
gw jln2 juga stlh sekian lama..
dgn ditemani tman2 tersayang X)
kita berkeliaran di puri
mkn di platinum & ntn terminator di XXI

puas.puas.puas~! XD

walopun liburan ni gw gk bkl kmana2 tpi kyknya gw bkl ttp enjoy aja ;D
menghilangkan stress yg ud ada dri setaon yg lalu
& bertepatan dgn ultah gw 2 minggu 1 ari lgi (lebay~!)
gw ngidem hp bru yg dijanjikan nyokap
hahahahaha

eheh
gw browsing hp dulu ya
cri buruan ;9
hehe

that's it for today
13.06.09

- Gabrielaa :)

ulum! & pesan dari gw :)

2009-06-12T13:06:00.008+07:00

huaaa
minggu yg paling dinanti (& dibenci) dtng juga
yaitu minggu ulum!

walopun abis tu libur
tpi minggu tu minggu yg paling menyiksa!!

dimulai dari senen, 08-06-09
sampe sabtu, 13-06-09
wew

mantepp daa! --"

eheh
"dd" tercinta ultah
haha XD

happy bday spongebob
wish u all the best
wkwkwk

& rncananya ari sabtu bkl dirayain di platinum

eheh
jgn ktinggalan juga
vinlie! happy bday! wish u all the best X)

hahaha
abis ulum
kyknya gk bklan ktemu lgi ma lu2 pd pas liburan
jdi gw pngen blng

i'm going to miss u guys a lot! because i want to cherish every single moment with u guys! cause we will (maybe) never meet again. (and we're almost grade 9 ud mw lulus! ) i just want to say that i hope for the best for all of us. and i hope u'll miss me too :) thanks for making me laugh everyday and be there when i need u guys.

-gabriela :)

perang!

2009-05-27T16:21:00.009+07:00

judulnya menyesatkan ya..wakakakak
tpi tnang aja
ini bkn perang sungguhan kok
cum prang ala kls 8a..
yaitu
perang kertas!
XD

gini critanya
rabu 27 mei 2009
pas pel plkj
kn bu romida lgi prgi (ga tau kmana)
trus..gw lupa sapa yg mulai
yg jlas c cowo yg mulai dulu ngelemparin kertas
sampe kna cewe2
terjadilah perang!
tembak! *suara meriam* XD

boys :
- aaron
- arnold
- sean
- steven

VS

girls :
- manda
- jea
- grace
- tasya
- fenia
- vero
- vinlie
- gw :)

pdhal kita diksi tgs
ckckck
tpi sruu bgt!
kpn2 lgi yuk
hahahaha X)

stlh perang itu
kls 8a ud kyk kapal pecah
byk bgt sampahnya!
hahahaha

tpi ya mw gmana lgi klo ud sru ya dilnjutin aja prangnya ;D
hehe

saturday 23 -05-09

2009-05-22T16:16:00.008+07:00

*school time :D

wuih.. cpk bgt gw.. haha.. scara tdi gw sklh.. mlz d.. ampe jam 12 lgi..
gw ampir telat lgi..
gw kn bangun.. begitu gw liat ud jam 6.15 (klo gk salah)
gw lgsg terjun dri tmpat tidur (bneran terjun gw ranjang gw kn diatas ranjang oma gw xp)
trus lgsg lari secepat kilat mandi + mkn + gosok gigi
pas gw liat jam lgi ud jam 6.45 .. ahh!
untung pas gw nyampe msi keburu
fiuh!
akhirnya dgn mlznya gw duduk dgn manis di kursi gw dan bersiap" memulai pel :D
seru lo!.. gurunya pd prgi.. wakakak..
pas fisika.. gw, fika, grace, fenia, ma marza becanda ud kyk org gila.. pa lgi fika ud gk waras dy.. (just kidding~).. si grace pke keilangan pen lgi.. ud stress kyk paan dy.. haha
vinlie kn nabok lalet tuh.. trus di pungut ma fika.. (iuww!) aduh pokoknya kacau >.<
pas tik, fika susulan mat.. hwee :( jdi sepi d klznya..
ist 1 tmben"nya gw lgi pngen jajan, pas gw mw bli ayam.. beh! ayamnya ud abis.. akhirnya gw bli nudget 2.. aduh! sdikit skli x( pas gw nyampe di klz gw, michelle ternyata bli ayam! dlm ati gw pngennnnn bgt! >< ternyata doa gw terjwb.. dy ksi gw ayamnya (gk smua c tpi byk!).. ahay! snangnya ati gw.. dgn lahap gw mkn tu ayam, tpi ternyata hasilnya FATAL! perut gw sakit! kyk abis ditonjokin org! untung ilang pas gw usapin minyak telon.. klo gk bs gawat itu.. sjak saat itu gw gk pngen jajan lgi, lebih baik mkn masakan oma tercinta yg enak dan ud pasti SEHAT! love u grandma! :D pas latian krisma.. sumpah! gw ud bsennnnn! sangking bosennya gw gmbar" geje gitu dann...

inilah gambar gw (special thanks 2 fenia! :D )

haha geje2 XD
any idea, what's this? tell me as soon as u know, kay? ;D
begitu bel pulang berbunyi dgn merdunya~ dlm ati gw lgsg triak2! yey! FINALLY! plng juga.. wkwkwk :P
sayangnya hrs nunggu sopir jmputan gw dulu.. ud kyk setaon tau gk nunggunya (lebay~) wakakak.. ngatau abis ngapain kok bs lama bgt..
akhirnya sampe juga di rmh gw.. haha.. cpknya~ pol!

* puri! CANCELED!

pdhal kn mw ngerjain tgs.. tpi gk da laptop + gk da yg nganter + gk diizinin (ga tau knp)
akhirnya dgn terpaksa hrs di canceled! huaaa x(
maap ya fen, mar gw gk bs dtng :(

sudah dulu ya utk ari ni :)
wktnya mkn apel! haha

- Gabrielaa :)

why?

2009-04-11T10:39:00.001+07:00

why do i feel that everyone ignores me?
why do i feel that everyone hates me?
why do they do that to me?

what should i do to be what everyone wants me to be?
i'm SICK of following orders
i'm SICK of people who hates me just because i'm me

why do people think that i'm bad just because i can't do what they ask me to?
why didn't they realize if they did that they only made me worse?
i'm not perfect
so what?

are you perfect?
i don't think so

so STOP! making me change
because i love who i am
and i don't care if you love it or hate it

8a

2009-04-10T10:01:00.001+07:00

do you remember
when we first enter 8a
we gain new friends
and met old friends
how we quickly bond and became a great class
that makes us want to go to school everyday
remember at how much experience we had together
all the good times and the bad times
it's almost one year now that we are together
look at how much time we had spend together
how great our friendship is..
it's almost time to say goodbye now
it's almost time to graduate to grade 9
how much i wanted to spend time with you guys again
but it's too late
there's only one thing that i want to say
i LOVE 8a
and i hope even if we don't get to be together again
we can always be friends :)

kepercayaan yang hilang...

2009-04-08T20:43:00.001+07:00

bayangin apa yg terjadi jika cowo yg lu suka ternyata ngeduain lu?
behh...
mantepp perasaannya tu
itulah yg dirasain Layla..
Layla suka dgn Ricky
tpi ternyata Ricky yg ngajak Layla jdian ud punya cewe laen..
sejak saat itu
Layla tidak pernah percaya dgn cowo lgi
mnurutnya smua cowo sama dgn Ricky..
hingga dia SMA, dia bertemu dgn Daniel
Daniel menyukai Layla pd pandangan yg pertama
namun Layla tidak menanggapinya krn ia tidak percaya dgn Daniel
ia takut hatinya akan terluka lgi
bagaimana Daniel akan membujuk Layla untuk mempercayainya?
baca crita gw yaa :)

wolfie x)

2009-04-05T14:03:00.001+07:00

weh
bayangin deh
klo
serigala pke dogtag trus di dogtagnya ada inisial namanya serigala tu
di pikiran gw keren bgt lo :)
pa lgi klo serigalanya kyk gini ni

how cool is that ? xD

request : yg jago gambar, bikinin dong gambar serigala pke dog tag
thx ya x)

sebel ((( ! )))

2009-04-02T15:07:00.001+07:00

gimana ya?
bknnya gw gimana" ya
tpi ade gw... beehhhh!
bner" nyebelin da..
critanya gini
pagi" pas dia ud mandi
mbak bilang ke nyokap klo misnya baju or nya dia ga da
ari tu dia da pel or
bru dia ngomong klo misnya baju or nya dia kyknya keilangan di skul
ktanya pas gurunya ktemu baju or di skul pd wkt tu
gurunya nanya
itu baju sapa?
dia diem aja
y mungkin dia ga tau lah klo tu baju dia
nah trus
kta nyokap c klo ga ktemu ya beli aja
dia ngerengek
dia bilang dia ga mw sekolah gara" tu
anehnya kok diturutin sich?
sebel bgt da!
anak kyk gitu knp diizinin ga skul?
grrrrrrrrrrr!

Hidden Feeling

2009-03-25T10:28:00.001+07:00

Hei, let me introduce myself. I’m Layla Rainier. I’m a tenth grader in Seattle High School. I live in Seattle. I always dreamed since I was just a little girl that I wanted to marry a prince and live happily ever after. Of course, in the real world, there’s no prince, so I want to marry my dream boy. Someone who will support me, who will love me just for who I am. What I can tell you from my story is that you have to believe that dreams do come true. :D

I’m just a normal girl here. I’m not so pretty and I’m not so smart and I’m not so rich either. I’m not too popular too. But everything changed when he came to school…

Friday morning, when all of us were studying for a math test, came our teacher, Mr. Mike, who told us that there was a new student. He’s tall, atletic, and gorgeous! The most perfect boy I’ve ever seen! When he walked into the class, all the girls, excluding me, were screaming!

“Hey, y’all! My name is Chris Navolca. I’m from London. Hope we can be great friends.” He smiled.

“I’ll be in my office if you need me, ok? Take a seat and hope you like it in here.” said Mr. Mike, smiling halfheartedly.

“Yes, sir.”

After Mr. Mike walked out of the class, he sat down at the empty seat next to me.

“Hallo.”

“Hi.”

“What’s your name?”

“I’m Layla. Nice to meet you.”

“I’m Chris. Nice to meet you too.” He smiled. “Can you help me?”

“It depends what you ask for.”

“Mmmm… I’m new here and..well, I don’t know anything. Can you give me a… tour or something?” His confused face stunned me for a while.

“Okay…” I managed to nod my head.

“Well, see you around.”

“Okay. See you too.” I smiled.

He rose and went to talk to the boys. Oh my God, I can’t even remember what he said. He’s so handsome! 

“Hey, Layla!”

I turned around to see Crystal, the most popular girl in the school, shouting at me.

“What is it, Crystal?” I said, shouting too.

“Listen to me. You won’t be able to be his girlfriend. You hear me? He’s going to be my boyfriend! So don’t you ever talk to him again!”

“Who are you to control me? Do you think that because you’re the most popular girl in school makes him love you?”

“Of course.” She said confidently. “ I never met a boy who can resist me! Well, I’m better than you, normal girl..” She laughed.

“Listen to me, Crystal.” I rose from my seat with a defensive posture. “ At least I’m better than a doll who likes to waste money!”

She became furious and almost hit me in the face when I realized nothing hit me. Chris had block the punch to protect me.

“Ladies, stop fighting!” He shouted and he sounded very.. protective.

“Layla, are you okay?”

“I’m fine.” I said as I was trying to control my breath.

“Hey, Chris. I’m Crystal. Nice to meet you. Can I have lunch with you?” Crystal said while twisting her hair, despite what she almost done to me.

“Never!” His face became furious. It made me sick for a while. I’m the reason he was acting this way. “I will never hang out with someone who always selfish!”

His words made her shocked. I thought maybe she never been treated like this. 

“I’m sorry. I was rude. But I really hate it if someone got hurt..”

“……... It’s okay.” She managed to say.

After the whole incident, everybody became quiet. Everyone started to chat about the whole fighting scene. Crystal and Chris were nowhere to be seen.

“Layla!”

“Chika!”

“Hei, why do you look so pale? “

“It’s nothing.” I lied.

“Come on, Layla! Tell me, please..” She begged.

“Ok!” I shouted, feeling the need to tell someone the news.

“So, Chris..”

“Who’s Chris?” She asked, apparently she didn’t hear the news that there was a new student.

“He’s new here. He’s talking to Alex now.”

“Oh my God! He’s gorgeous!” She smiled and excited.

“Yes..”

“Ok, so…”

“So, Chris is new here. And he wanted me to give him a tour or something to know the school better. Then Crystal told me that I can’t talk to him because she wants him to be her boyfriend!” I shouted.

“Wow.. That girl is really a true drama queen” she told me.

“I know.. That’s why when I stood up against her, she almost punched me.. But then..”

“What? Tell me!” She was overly excited.

“He blocked the punch for me! He protected me!”

“He must really like you..” She sounded sad.

“I know, but I feel bad for making him angry.” I almost cried.

“Shhh… Don’t cry, Layla! Come on, it can’t be that bad.” She tried to calm me down.

“But it really is that bad! His face became furious. It’s just I don’t know.. I feel like I’m the one responsible for making him mad.”

“Ok, Layla. Stop it! He saved you. He wanted to do it, ok? I don’t want you to cry all day long just because you feel like everything is your fault.” Her sad face stopped my cry.

“Ok.”

“That’s the Layla that I know.” She smiled. “Come on, let’s go get lunch.”

“Ok. Let’s go!” I smiled.

When I was at the cafeteria, I saw Chris with Alex and Eric. They waved and I smiled. I ate a cheese burger while I was talking to my friends. They were still dazzled by Chris’s gorgeous face. Who wouldn’t? :)

After that day, all of the school were talking about Chris’s heroic act. He became the most popular boy in school (no wonder). He joined the basketball crew and quickly became captain. He was the leader of all the boys in school. It was great. Well, at least he didn’t forget me. :P

“Hey, Layla!” He ran to me when he was on a break from playing basketball with his friends.

“Hey, Chris! What’s up?”

“Just training for the competition. It’s on Saturday. Will you come to see me?” His pleading face is so sweet. x)

“Ok. I’ll be there.” I smiled.

“Well, I have to train again. See you.” He smiled.

“See you too.”

I was so happy. He asked me to come watch him. It was awesome ! xD

It’s been a month since he came here. And guess what, today is Saturday. x) I was going to watch him play in the competition. But.. when I was going to go to the competition, my phone rang. Oh, a message.

Layla,

I can’t go to the competition. I can’t stand up!

My legs are hurting me. x(

I’m sorry, Layla.

I promise I’ll make it up to you somehow..ok ?

From : Chris

I sighed. I was upset, obviously, because I couldn’t watch him play. But he promised to make it up for me, so.. I’m not that too upset. :)

It’s fine, Chris. Just remember to keep your promise, ok ? :D

Hope your feet are getting better.

From : Layla

I will. ;D

Just wait, ok ?

From : Chris

I’ll be waiting. :)

From : Layla

I smiled when I said that. What was he trying to show me ? I was so thrilled! I just have to wait for it, I guess. The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus – Your Guardian Angel started to play. That was my ring tone.

“Hey, Mom.”

“Hello, dear. How are you? I miss you.” Mom sounded sad.

“I’m fine, Mom. I miss you too. How’s NYC?”

Yes, my mom was in NYC, she works there with my dad. They’re on a working tour. They’ll be back in two weeks. While they’re gone, I live with my big brother, Arthur Rainier. He’s a nice brother :) even though sometimes we argued a lot :P

“It’s great, Layla. I’ll be back soon, ok? How’s home?”

“It’s nice. Arthur took good care of me for the last couple weeks.” I said with a smile on my face.

“Oh, how nice to hear that. Listen, I have to go now. My boss is waiting. Dad says hi.”

“Ok, Mom. Tell Dad I said hi too. Bye.”

“Bye.”

Mmmm… What should I do? Since I wasn’t going to the competition. Maybe I should go shopping with my friends, I thought. But I decided I just sleep for the day..

It was sunny in the morning. I was surprised. A great day. I packed my bag and waited my big brother to take me to school.

“Arthur! Come on! I’m going to be late!”

“Layla, will you just be quiet for a while? I’m coming, ok?” Arthur said with a boring tone.

“Ok.”

That’s my big brother. He’s a college student at Harvards. That’s why he’s always bored because he’s always so stressed out.

When I came to school, I was almost late! The bell rang when I arrived at the class. Everyone was watching me. How embarrassing! ><>

“Layla!” She called.

“Yes, Mrs. Claire!” I saw my classmates were shocked by her sound.

“Please, come forward.”

I stood up and walked to her side. She wrote something and it looked like a.. hall pass. 

“Here.” I took the hall pass. “Meet Mr. Mike, he wants to talk to you.”

“Yes, Mrs. Claire.” 

Marza whispered to me. “Psstt…Layla! Where are you going?”

“Mr. Mike’s office.”

“Why?”

“I don’t know!” I said, half shouting.

Then I walked out of the class, gave the hall pass to the hall teacher. I started walking to Mr. Mike’s office slowly. I was enjoying my way there, watching the birds, who were flying to the trees at the school garden, and what the other classes were doing.

I knocked at the door.

“Come in.” Mr. Mike said with a calm tone. I opened the door.

“You called me, sir?” I sat on the chair in front of him.

“Yes, Layla. I want to tell you something.” He looked confused to tell me the news.

“What is it, sir?” I was wandering what was the news.

“Your grades are dropping, Layla. Your average score is D. You know that to graduate, you have to achieve the average score at least C.” Mr. Mike explained to me.

“Ooo…”

“What is it that bothers you, Layla? You’re a great student... “ He smiled. “But why are you grades dropping?”

“I don’t know, sir” I asked honestly. I don’t know that my grades are dropping.

“If your grades continue to drop, I have to call your parents to meet me, Layla.” 

“Please, Mr. Mike. Don’t call my parents.” I pleaded.

“I know. But you must study harder, ok?”

“Yes, sir.”

“Ok. You may return to your class now.” Mr. Mike continued his writing in his book.

“Excuse me, sir.” I rose and went back to my class.

I was wondering why my grades are dropping? I studied hard for a long time. Maybe I was distracted. I was thinking about Chris all day. Yup, maybe that’s why…

When I returned to the class, the bell rang. Thank God! I didn’t have to study math with the killer  teacher. 

“Layla!”

“Hi, Grace. What’s up?”

“Where were you?”

“I was from Mr. Mike’s office. He said my grades are dropping.” I said with a sad face.

“Ooo…Well, you are thinking about Chris all the time. That’s why your grades are dropping.”

I laughed. “I know that! Haha… How do you know?”

“I often saw you looking at him, Layla! Well, he is  handsome!” She laughed.

“Haha…”

“Well, I better get going. Don’t you want to eat?”

“No. I want to finish my homework. You know, for Science?”

“Ooo… Okay. See you then. Bye.” 

“Bye.”

She waved and went to the cafeteria with Fika, Marza, and Jessica.

The class was almost empty. The boys were going to walk out of the door. I looked around and I found Chris. He was playing the guitar(that day, there was a Music class, that’s why he brought a guitar :D ).

“Layla.” His cool voice called me.

“Yeah?” He never called me like that.

He walked and sit by my side.

“I want to show you something.” He smiled. Then he played his guitar. He played one of Depapepe’s songs, Once Upon A Time. It’s a great song. It’s so romantic. I always loved to hear that song. 

I smiled. I heard the melody of the guitar. It was so soothing. It made me want to sleep. I closed my eyes. I imagined that we (Chris and me) were running at the garden, playing, watching the birds. It was amazing. The song ended.

“Wow! It’s amazing, Chris!” I enjoyed it.

“Thanks, Layla.” He smiled. “I have to tell you something.”

“What?” I asked.

“I love you, Layla. Since the first time I saw you, I felt that you were something special. Know I realize, that you are the half of me. So please, will you be my girl?”

to be continued....

mid...mid...mid! stress!

2009-03-14T18:32:00.001+07:00

ok
kita smua pasti ud pernah dong ikut tes
ud tau dong gimana stressnya kita mempersiapkan buat ikut tes itu
nah, bagi anak" nd seminggu ini tgl 16-22 Maret 2009 itu waktunya kita buat memeras otak
huaa... ud mw meledak otak gw ><
tpi ada senengnya juga
tinggal 3 bulan lagi kita ud kls 9 ( yey! xD )
senior! (gilaa!)
perjuangan kita ud hampir selesei tinggal 1 thn lgi
kita lulus SMP..
cepet bgt waktu berlalu
pdhal rasanya bru kmaren" gitu kita mos
trus kelas 8
skrg
kita ud mw kls 9!
dan banyak bgt kejadian yang mengiringinya
ada suka ada juga duka
semuanya kita lewati bersama

buat anak" nd yang baca ini,
kita harus berjuang !

pesan gw :
nikmatilah waktu bersama teman" lo
krn mungkin kita ga bakal ketemu mereka lgi...